Sorry, sorry! I know this is very late and not very well written, I apologise. I had the spike of enthusiasm for it, then life intervened, my managers decided to change my working hours out of the blue and I fell into a state of hating everything, and my writing always goes to pot when that happens! It wasn't until I randomly started listening to Apocalyptica on a walk that I felt some of my inspiration come back, hence the references. The song in question is S.O.S. (Anything But Love), feat. Cristina Scabbia & Mats Leven, off the Worlds Collide album.
Bound to your side I'm trapped in silence,
Just a possession
Is it sex or only violence
That feeds your obsession?
You send me to a broken state
Where I can take the pain just long enough
Then I am numb
Then I just disappear
So go on, infect me
Go on and scare me to death
Tell me I asked for it
Tell me I'll never forget
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love
Sorry bondagelover2, i seem to have left a lot for you to do here, sorry hun 
I commend your restraint on not nagging me about it (or did I just gag you too well this time? 
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