Unleashed Heat

The leather collar is tight around my throat
It's wide and black and hinders most movement
It was I who buckled it but it was He in my mind

Images of the evening, through my head they float
Kneeling at His side, the location of my debasement
Such is the proper place for me and my kind

Is it wrong that I think about such a thing?
To feel a thrill and my heart beat rush
Unable to resist exploring my lust

Such carnal thoughts these images bring
What I would have Him do causes a red hot blush
Of those who I know, only He would I trust

For now, my own fingers will do the work
Spreading the petals wider to search out the nub
Warm sensations begin to radiate through my flesh

In my buzzed state it takes awhile, but then the jerk
the twitch, the arched back, the moan, the frantic rub
I'm close, so close, when my mind and body mesh

       The heat that has built is unleashed
          A fragrant dew coats my fingers
               Once, twice, three times
                     Oh god! Enough!
                         Contented
                            Asleep