META: If you're just reading these journals, you're missing out on a huge chunk here! I originally planned to not write at all while my arms were bound since technically you can't write in an armbinder, but I realized that made for some really long and tedious treks that could be boring to watch. So for the sake of story lets say I figured out how to write using Magick. If you're not already, I highly recommend reading these entries in accordance with the video series which would have been linked to in the description. The journals are spaced out, and reading them back to back may be strange and will feel off pace.
---Last Seed, 19th, 4E 201---
I'll be honest... I... I went in there because I wanted to... needed to... oh... you know...This is driving me crazy...
OhhhhIhhhhhhhh...
Help...
What do I do?
---Additional Thoughts---
What have I gotten myself into?
It's so... surreal... and yet... oohhh...
I feel insane for even thinking this but... I'm not in pain... is this really so bad a way of living...?
META: Sorry guys, I was quite distracted throughout this chapter (and still figuring out how everything works) and as I said, only decided to do the journals in spite of the armbinder near the end of this chapter. Stay tuned for the extra stories! I've got some ideas for them that promise to be pretty fun
