I started the VR program and the familiar tingling vibration and womp womp of the computer interfacing with my mind overwhelmed every bit of my senses. In the year I’ve been working with immersive BCI’s I still haven’t gotten used to the overwhelming feeling of “jacking in.” My vision took on a hazy glittery gray, like that gimmicky cocktail glitter they serve at raves.

My eyes opened. Not so much opened as came back into existence. I had a mind again, and the overwhelming feeling of crossing over into a new realm was quickly fading. I was in a pure white room with a gray couch against the wall and a standing mirror beside it, just as I had designed. It was a simple setup, I just needed a place to test out new body configurations.

I looked to the left, to the right, and then down at the floor in front of me. Without looking down at myself, I assessed how I felt--I felt...great. As expected my point of view was lower than I was used to, about four feet off the ground.

Immediately my adrenaline began to rush--I had been waiting for something like this for almost four decades of my life. It was one thing to advance human bio-morphological freedom so that humans can make informed choices about how their body can fit with their idea of themselves. Gender transition was a piece of cake these days. Some people have even gone as far as removing parts of themselves to match how they feel on the inside--fingers, arms...all four limbs--sometimes with robotic limbs in their place--sometimes not.

But as with all technological advancement, there are always limits. I took advantage of what was available to me in base reality. Bigger breasts, my left hand gone. Deep down, however, I knew that would not be enough for me. What I want isn’t biologically feasible. At least during my own lifetime.

I took a cautious step and felt my head lurch forward. The sudden unexpected movement immediately put me off balance. I stumbled and my legs twisted together as I fell to the ground. I hit my hip and my head jerked hard to the right. I could feel every movement, amazingly. Simulated proprioception was really coming along, and despite the scariness of my fall, it wasn’t real. I had pain simulation turned all the way down anyway.

I was laying on my side and my head lolled toward the ground. I bent my knees to attempt to stand, and was surprised to see them moving only about two feet from my face. I slowly traced my gaze up my thighs, having to crank my neck further and further downward. It appeared as if all I was was legs! It was tough looking down at my body to see where my legs met my body. I was surprised to see mostly flesh, the top of my pelvis and lower belly. It stuck out farther than I expected. Because of this I could not see where my legs connected. I could however just barely see the top edge of the red thong I was wearing. top of my hips--my hips that were directly connected to my shoulders that my head sat atop.

Still on the floor, I rolled over onto my back...well what was left of my back. Everything from my waist down felt perfectly normal. Above that was weird. I didn’t feel numb, as if I had a torso and arms but could not feel them, but the concept of having those parts were no longer accessible by my brain, making them no longer part of me. The feeling of my hips transitioned directly into the tops of my shoulders, into my neck and head.

I attempted to shrug my shoulders. I could feel the musculature above my clavicles tense and even a few small muscles in my neck attempted to help. But nothing moved. I smiled at the reminder that I had fused my clavicles directly to my hip with a special non-moving joint I designed myself. My shoulder joint, shoulder blades, everything that even indicated that I once had arms, had basically been deleted in favor of a procedurally generated replacement that facilitated the joining of the top of my body to the bottom. My attempt to move, although fruitless, felt amazing--like a good stretch after a long day of exercise. A wave of euphoria washed over me as my mind began to vibe with my new (temporary for now) body.

I flexed my abs. Of course everything from my belly button and above was now gone so the only part that actually moved was what abdominals were left over over my public area. I felt the tension of my abs in my chest where they were anchored. My eyes opened wide in surprise as I quickly sat straight up. The dizziness faded and I smiled realizing that I no longer had the leverage of an entire upper body anymore. I hardly had to work my abs at all to cause my upper body to sit up straight.

Although I was now technically sitting, my point of view was about one foot off the ground. My naturally long legs seemed to stretch endlessly from my hips to a point almost three and a half feet away. My thighs looked huge from this vantage point! Typically I would want to prop myself up with my arms--I smiled at the fact that even though I had no semblance of arms, I didn't need any help holding my comparatively weightless head and neck.

I tried to look down again at my hips just below my head. I cranked my neck. Again it was difficult to see, but I marveled at how close my pussy now was to my face. I straightened up, looking down at my shoulders. The end of my collar bone melded smoothly into the Iliac Crest of my pelvis, and the front of my hips stuck out in front of me. My spine was at the back of my hips, which is where my neck connects. My belly stuck out a bit farther than I expected considering my neck did not sprout from the middle of my waist but from my back. I took in a breath and watched what was left of my belly grow, blocking even more of my view. Despite my better knowledge, I began to feel self conscious as my brain told me that I must be fat if I can't even see my own feet!

Slowly and cautiously, I bent my knees and moved my feet beneath me. My knees when bent were much taller than my head. Rocking on one ass cheek to move the other foot into place, I slowly moved my center of balance over my feet and pushed up. I was wobbly and had to be careful not to push too strongly or I could risk jumping three feet in the air and falling all over again.

After about a minute of trying different unsuccessful ways to stand back up, I finally figured it out. I was upright again! Upright at this point however only meant about four and a half feet.

I walked to the couch and mirror. I wanted to savor the moment of seeing myself in such an interesting arrangement so I took a breath and slowly stepped in front of it. It felt like the mirror was twice as tall as me!

What I saw made my knees weak and I almost fell again. My long legs and hips looked quite nice, tweaked just a bit for my own tastes. Then quite drastically it was almost like I was a body cut in half at the hips. Immediately above my pelvis I had no waist. The tops of the bone where it connected to my clavicle actually pointed up about a centimeter before finally settling into my horizontal shoulders. My body looked exactly how I designed it!

I got up close to the mirror to examine the parts of me that I couldn’t easily look down at. Experimentally I attempted to move my non-existent arms and saw various muscles and tendons tense beneath my skin, ultimately doing nothing.

Atop my abbreviated waist, if you could even call it that, gracefully sprouted my skinny neck and feminine face. My curly red hair fell almost down to my shoulders (hips?) but did not actually touch them.

I was amazed at how accurately my body was rendered in this virtual world. I could make out each individual hair on my head and pore on my face. The red panties I was wearing had a sheen that made it look like silk. They felt very comfortable on my hips, almost cozy, considering they covered most of my exposed body that previously required a top.

I brought up a menu using voice commands and added a skirt to my outfit. Immediately a silky pleated skirt fell over my hips and settled halfway down my thighs. Since my hips ended right at the top of my pelvis, the elastic strap settled about an inch above where my lower body ended and bunched up in my lower field of view. I called the computer to offset the skirt lower, and it smoothly pulled itself down until the straps were pulled around my hips.

A skirt was all I needed to be covered--in fact, this was all I could wear! I suppose I could have tried on a shirt but the sleeves would have hung down the sides of my hips and the rest would go most of the way down my legs. I felt as if I should be self conscious at the thought of being completely naked from the hips up, but euphoria took over as I realized that I no longer had an upper half to cover.

I switched the dress style to a pencil skirt and marveled at how comfortingly it squeezed my entire body. I felt like a kid wrapped up in a giant blanket like a cozy burrito.

I sat down on the couch, admiring my own legs from the new vantage point. Crossing one over the other blocked out most of my vision as my knees came up to eye level. I pulled my feet all the way up to rest them on the cushion and my head hardly reached the tops of my knees at all!

In my knees bent position, I called for all of my clothes to be removed. In a flash the skirt I was wearing disappeared along with the red panties. I was completely naked. I chuckled at the convenience of being able to see through the gap between my thighs.

Cranking my neck down I could see my pussy. In fact, by bending my neck forward as much as I could, my perspective was actually a bit lower than I was used to, so I could see across the entire length of my vagina. Wow, I thought to myself. I imagined how that might look during sex.

I considered leaving the idea until future tests, but my baser self, and the feeling of my pussy getting wet, took over. I called up a long purple dildo. Immediately the sex toy flashed into existence between my legs. Thanks to AI, I guess the computer knew what I wanted to use it for! The problem, however, was that I had no way to get it in! I tried using my feet but could not get the correct grip on the dildo’s sides that would allow me to insert it into myself in any meaningful way.

I decided to see if the AI could help me. “Fuck me,” I called to the computer.

“Command not understood. Unknown method to fuck you.” The computer bluntly replied.

“Fuck my pussy gently with the purple dildo.”

The dildo began to move on its own, slowly levitating in line with my pussy. It quickly turned to point into my vagina, and with the gentle touch, just as I had asked, slowly penetrated my pussy. I cranked my neck back down to see my entire pussy as my computer was fucking me with a dildo. A sober moment overcame me and I realized just how trippy this moment truly was.

“Faster…” I stated. The movement sped up. Not exactly as you might expect a human to speed up, but like you might expect a video to speed up. The dildo penetrated more quickly and my hips (most of my body) began to feel warm.

“Deeper…” The dildo penetrated another half inch deeper than the three inches or so that it already was.

“Deeper!” Another half inch. I began to feel a slight itch at the bottom of my throat as the dildo reached its deepest point. Curious as to why this was happening, I commanded again.

“Deeper!” The itch got more intense! At this point the dildo was penetrating my pussy, just a few inches in front of my eyes over five inches deep! I laid back against the back of the couch and closed my eyes as the computer continued to robotically fuck me.

Breathlessly I commanded, “Deeper…” The itch got even more intense and I began to feel pressure at the back of my throat! What was this? Was something that was penetrating my pussy actually pressing against my own throat? I realized this was a possibility, but had never considered it. I moaned as novel feelings of a dildo fucking my diminuitive body took over.

I had a realization. I carefully stood up and the dildo skillfully followed me. Anywhere I moved, I would continue being fucked by the purple dildo. A wave of adrenaline washed through my small body.

“Deeper! Much deeper!” My knees felt weak and I felt they could buckle at any moment. I felt the dildo in the back of my mouth as it had reached the top of my throat. It hit so hard I had to throw my head back. I gagged as the dildo almost touched the backs of my teeth. Fluids dripped down the inside of my thighs.

My eyes were wide and tears began to roll down my face as my brain attempted to make me puke but all that happened was the dildo would come up and just as fast, go right back down my throat. If I had a belly I would be sick to my stomach, but I was more overwhelmed with sensory information at this point.

“Sch..schtup!” I gurgled. The dildo came to a stop, the tip of its head in my mouth, preventing me from lowering my head. My impossibly short body was skewered by a long purple dildo. I wasn't choking, and I didn’t feel sick anymore, but I was overwhelmingly confused at the thought that I had a channel that went all the way through my body, from pussy to mouth.

Tears continued to stream down my face. I could not speak to call for the dildo to be removed. I had no other choice than to abort the program altogether. I stomped three times with my foot as hard as I could. The vibrations and pulses took over all my senses and my vision faded to black.

I gasped, realizing the dildo was no longer stuck in my throat. I looked around but everything was black. Coming out of my clouded state, I realized I had aborted the program and reached up with my arms and removed the BCI glasses I had been wearing. A wave of relief washed over me now that I had my arms back, and my throat clear. I looked at the screen to see a third-person view of my model at the last moment of the simulation. Her (or my) makeup had streaked down my upturned face and I could see the purple dildo in my mouth through my agape mouth. I moved the perspective back and could see just how diminutive my body had been with no torso or arms between my shoulders and hips. I was so short! What’s weird is that I was actually starting to feel used to being that way. If I hadn’t been so thoroughly choked and skewered by the dildo I probably would have stayed jacked in for much longer!

I am really looking forward to the next simulation. Perhaps I should add a non-verbal dildo abort function and try again.