The Disability Journey - Chapter 1
Beginning To Lose Control
“You want to do what?” Katie asked, incredulously.
“I’m taking away your bowel and bladder control for the next month.” Abby said. “I will control two of your most personal acts. You will wear this open ended foley catheter causing you to be incontinent so you will need adult diapers. You will also wear this anal plug and will not be allowed to defecate on your own. I will remove your plug twice a day and give you an enema to clear your bowels. To make sure you do not remove the catheter or the anal plug you will be required to wear this chastity belt. It has a special hole that the catheter passes through that secures it so you can’t pull it out even if you deflate the balloon that anchors it in your bladder. The chastity belt will also secure the anal plug in your anus. And as a bonus you obviously won’t be able to pleasure yourself. Now strip.” Abby smiled in self satisfaction.
“Yes mistress.” Katie said meekly. She pulled her top over her head and removed her bra. She slid her yoga pants and her panties down her legs and kicked them away. She stood naked in front of Abby.
“Lay down on this absorbent pad and spread your legs,” Abby ordered, spreading the pad on the floor. Katie obediently laid down on the pad with her legs spread. Abby opened the foley catheter kit. She donned the enclosed gloves and used the sanitizing wipe to clean between Katie’s labia. She opened the small lubricant package and squeezed a bit on the catheter and spread it around with her finger. With one hand she spread Katie’s labia and with the other deftly inserted the catheter tip into Katie’s urethra. It stung a bit as it slide up her urethra and then Katie felt pressure as the tip pushed on her bladder sphincter muscle and then slide into her bladder. A dribble of urine flowed out and was absorbed by the pad. Abby used the syringe of sterile water to inflate the balloon tip anchoring the catheter in Katie.
“Alright, time for your anal plug,” Abby said. Katie turned her head to the side and blushed. They had occasionally done anal play in the past, but Abby was the one who enjoyed it, not her. “Watch,” Abby ordered. Katie turned her head back and watched as Abby lubricated the plug. She lifted Katie’s legs and she felt the tip of the plug push against her anus and begin to slide into her rectum. As it slide deeper, the plug got wider and Katie winced a bit as she felt her anus stretch to accommodate it. And then the largest part passed and her anus clamped back around the base securing the plug.
“And now to make sure you don’t take either out,” Abby said, holding up the shiny chastity belt. She slide the waist belt under Katie and positioned the crotch piece between her legs. She fed the catheter line through its hole and snugged the crotch piece tightly between Katie’s legs and hooked it to the clip on the front of the waist band. She fit the lock through its hole and snapped it shut and Katie was locked in.
“Now let’s get a diaper on you so you can go about your day,” Abby said. She unfolded the adult diaper and, lifting Katie’s hips, positioned it under her. She then pulled it up between Katie’s legs and fastened it around her waist. “Ok, all set,” Abby said. “You can go to class now.”
“You want me to go out in public like this?” Katie asked standing up. As she got to her feet she could feel the plug in her anus shift making her feel like she needed to defecate. The metal band of the chastity belt running between her legs was uncomfortable and the fact that she was wearing a bulky adult diaper was going to be hard to hide.
“Yes of course. Part of my control is that you have to go about your day normally, or at least as normally as you can. Here, I’ve already put two clean diapers and some wipes in your bag so you can change yourself when you get wet.” Abby said, indicating Katie’s school bag. “And by the looks of it, it won’t be to long until you need to change although you only have two clean diapers so you’ll have to let them get somewhat wet.” Abby said, glancing at Katie’s diaper and smiling.
Katie looked down and could see the indicator was already blue meaning wetness. Now that she was consciously thinking of her diaper, Katie realized that she could feel that it was wet.
“Go put on that skirt with the tulle. It will disguise the shape and sound of your diaper.” Katie picked up her discarded clothes and headed to the bedroom to dress. As she walked her diaper made a soft whisk whisk sound. She could feel the edges of her chastity belt between her legs and the anal plug made her feel full. She pulled the skirt Abby had told her to wear from the closet and put it on. The flair of the skirt disguised her diaper and as she walked experimentally around the room the rustle of the tulle really did mostly hide the sound of her diaper. It was long enough that no one should be able to see she was wearing a diaper. She put her bra back on and picked a new top that matched the skirt.
“I guess this is really happening,” Katie said to herself, standing in front of the mirror looking at herself. Taking a deep breath, she steeled herself and walked back to the living room.
“Ready to go?” Abby asked.
“Yes, I guess,” Katie replied. Abby handed her her backpack and Katie left for class. As she walked to the train station, she was sure everyone was looking at her knowing she was wearing a diaper. She blushed in embarrassment. She knew she must be walking a little funny because of the plug in her anus as well. When she got on her train she instinctively found a seat and sat down, but her anal plug pushing deeper caused her to stand up again almost immediately. She stood, shifting from foot to foot, trying to get the plug to reposition itself a bit. Finally arriving at her station, she grabbed her bag and walked to her first class. Entering the lecture hall, she realized she was going to have to sit down for the duration of class. She selected a seat near the doors in case she couldn’t stand it and had to make a quick exit. She gingerly sat down. As her weight came slowly down on it, the plug pushed deeper into her anus but this time it wasn’t quite as unpleasant as it had been on the train. She could hear the crinkle of her diaper over the rustle of her skirt and looked around blushing but nobody even glanced at her.
She sat through the lecture, at times even finding she was paying attention to it rather than what was going on between her legs. When she stood up at the end, she felt her diaper sag and realized that it was nearly saturated and that she should change it. She found her way to a women’s restroom and entered a stall. She waited until the room seemed clear and took off her skirt. Her diaper was definitely full, it was very puffy and drooped between her legs. She opened her bag and removed the wipes and one of her two clean diapers. She untaped the diaper, pulled it from between her legs and set it on the toilet. Using the wipes, she cleaned herself off as best she could with the chastity belt in the way. As she was cleaning, some urine dripped from the end of her catheter. She knew she needed to hurry to get a new diaper on. She quickly finished wiping. She unfolded the new diaper and put it between her legs. She pulled it snug and did the tape up. She was oddly relieved to have a diaper back on. She put the used wipes in her wet diaper and rolled it up and taped it shut. She packed up her bag and picked up her used diaper. She paused, listening; it didn’t sound like anyone was in the bathroom with her. She opened the stall door and hurried over to the trash can and threw her diaper in. She washed her hands and made sure the paper towels she dried with covered up the diaper in the trash.
She went to her next two classes. She was finding that she was occasionally forgetting that she was locked in a chastity belt holding a plug in her anus and a catheter was making her incontinent necessitating the diaper she was wearing. She changed once more before her last class and then had to run for her train. Running with the plug in her anus was not something she could forget about. She just made the train and, breathing hard from running, plopped heavily into a seat. She hardly flinched this time as the plug pushed deeper into her.
She arrived home and walked in the front door.
“How was you day,” Abby asked, looking up from where she was sitting on the couch. “Any trouble?”
“It was fine, except for all this,” Katie said irritably, gesturing at her crotch. “Why are you making me do this?”
“Because I am you mistress, and I control you,” Abby replied, standing up and walking over to Katie. “You don’t want to disobey your mistress do you?”
“No Mistress,” Katie said quietly, her head dropping.
“Alright then,” Abby said with a nod of her head. “Dinner is waiting on the table. Then it’ll be time for your enema.” They ate dinner mostly in silence. After they finished dinner and cleared and washed the dishes, Abby declared it was time for Katie’s enema.
“Go to the shower,” Abby said. She marched Katie into their bathroom. “Strip,” She ordered. Katie dutifully stripped off her clothes until she was wearing nothing but her diaper and of course the chastity belt. She watched as Abby screwed an enema attachment onto the faucet in their shower. “Take off that diaper,” Abby said. Katie undid the tape and pulled the wet diaper from between her legs. It was fairly saturated. She folded it up and dropped it in the trash can. It landed with a thud. Abby came over holding the key the Katie’s chastity belt and two figure-eight-shaped cuffs.
“Before I remove you chastity belt, you’ll need to be restrained so you aren't tempted to touch yourself.” Abby said. She slide the larger loops up Katie’s arms to her armpits and then ordered Katie to fold her arms up. She buckled the other loops around Katie’s wrists, binding her arms double. “There, now I can unlock you.” She said. She unlocked the chastity belt, slide the catheter line from its hole and removed the chastity belt from around Katie’s waist. Katie looked down and could see the end of the catheter line hanging between her legs and, as she watched, a dribble of urine flowed out. Abby produced a clip and clipped off the catheter line and, pulling it forward, taped it to Katie’s mons pubis to keep it out of the way. “This is the only time you will not be incontinent and it’s only to keep your catheter clean.”
“Turn around and bend over,” Abby ordered. Katie did as ordered and presented her rear end to Abby. She felt Abby pull the anal plug from her rectum. She then felt the nozzle of the enema attachment press against her anus and slide in. “Ok here we go,” Abby said. Katie heard the handle turn and suddenly felt water begin to flow into her bowels. It was a very strange feeling. Suddenly her bowels began to cramp as more water flowed in. She must have winced because Abby’s hand began to massage her belly. “We need to get you nice and full so we can get everything out.” Abby said, continuing to massage her belly. Water continued to flow into Katie. Her belly began to swell with the huge amount of water inside her. She looked several months pregnant. Finally Abby turned off the water. She pulled the nozzle of the enema attachment from Katie’s anus and Katie felt the anal plug being inserted.
“You need to hold it for at least five minutes to allow it to work.” Abby said. She continued to massage Katie’s swollen belly as she winced from the cramps. Finally Abby announced that the five minutes were up and that Katie could let the water out. She pulled the plug from Katie’s anus and Katie hurriedly sat down on the toilet. Everything inside her came pouring out in a torrent as she expelled the enema. Katie shuddered in relief as her swollen belly shrank back to normal. Abby wiped her clean. Katie felt the tip of the plug push against her abused anus and twitched as it slide inside her again. Abby pulled a very thick diaper along with what looked liked a very thick maxi pad out of the cabinet. She led Katie to their bed and ordered her to lay down. She unfolded the thick diaper and pulling the paper off the adhesive on the back of the pad, stuck it to the diaper.
“This is your nighttime diaper,” Abby said. “I’ve put a booster pad in it so you shouldn’t leak overnight.” She lifted Katie’s hips and slide the diaper under her. She untaped the catheter and unclipped it. She fit the waistband of the chastity belt back around Katie’s hips, slide the catheter through its hole, and locked the chastity belt firmly back on Katie. She then fastened the diaper on Katie and unbuckled the restraints, freeing Katie’s arms. Arms free and securely diapered, Katie stood up. She could feel how much bulkier this diaper was between her legs. Katie walked towards her dresser to get PJs but Abby’s voice stopped her.
“No, all you will wear around the house from now on is your diaper and your chastity belt.” Abby said sternly. “No clothes.”
It took Katie quite a while to fall asleep, the extra thick diaper with the pad bunched between her legs and every time she rolled over the plug in her anus moved uncomfortably. She finally drifted off to sleep.
When she awoke in the morning she lay for a minute and assessed her situation. She reached down and felt her very full diaper. As she sat up she was reminded of the plug in her anus.
“Ready for your morning enema?” Abby asked, coming into the room and opening the drapes. Katie nodded reluctantly and got out of bed. Her sodden diaper dropped between her legs. “Wow, you really filled that thing up last night.” Abby observed. “Well let’s get it off you and get your bowels empty so you can begin your day.”
The procedure for the previous night was repeated. Katie’s arms were restrained and her diaper and chastity belt were removed. Her catheter line was clipped off and taped forward. The plug was removed from her anus and replaced with the enema nozzle. Abby turned the water on and it began to flow into Katie’s bowels. As her bowels filled they again began to cramp. Abby massaged Katie’s belly as it swelled with water. When she looked several months pregnant, the nozzle was withdrawn and the plug reinserted for Katie’s hold time. Abby continued massaging Katie’s swollen belly.
“Hmm, you would look good pregnant,” Abby mused. When the time was up, Abby pulled the plug from Katie’s anus and Katie quickly sat on the toilet as everything inside her came out. After being cleaned up, her anal plug was reinserted, her catheter unclipped and a new diaper put on.
After breakfast, Katie left for school, making sure that she had diapers and wipes in her bag.
After a few days she found she rarely gave her diapers much thought and needed to remind herself to check them and change herself as needed so she wouldn’t leak. She got used to being naked around the house except for her diaper and chastity belt. She grew less cautious about people seeing her diaper and was sure people had noticed on occasion. All in all, as the days passed, Katie’s routine became normal.