Every now and then it's fun to do a story from the writers perspective. It was interesting to explore that conflict between the more crazy side that craves enslavement, helplessness, humiliation, pain, submission, degradation and more, verses the more sane and rational side that tries to keep you in check and stop you from going to far down the rabbit hole and exploring the difference between fantasy and 4eality. Although I think in the end the character may have regretted it but that other half of them still craves their fate and over time it will win and they'll be happy where they belong. 

This story was partly inspired by rereading the story the website, which can be found in my favourites, the kneeling woman is a reference to that story.