I walk down the busy city streets, cold wind blowing across my face, feeling lonely in the sea of people, as small warm lights glow above stretching out between buildings like festive webbing, yet another Christmas alone, one spent looking for a present for myself, one to cheer me up as I sit in my small flat, eat chocolate and watch the same old classics, like the Vicar eating four Christmas dinners in one day, the prisoners trying to get into the medical ward for Christmas day, Will Smith decorating the mansion with thousands of cheap decorations, Mr bean getting his girlfriend the wrong gift and doing his version of the nativity, the muppets singing their way through a Christmas Carol, a child magically creating a living snowman to walking in the air, the Doctor having a festive misadventures, several people finding love over christmas, and so many more, I just wish I could watch them with someone.

Absent mindedly I continue to walk, until something catches my eye and I'm snapped out of my mindless state, attracted by a strange looking shop, an adult shop selling bdsm gear, I've never seen this before, I look around the unfamiliar road. Where am I? Oh well, while I'm here I could have a quick look, maybe buy myself something and have some kinky fun in selfbondage, what harm could it do?

I shiver as I feel the warm air of the shop as I step in, the warmth making me feel slightly better as I look around at all the various toys, dildos, strapons, buttplugs, gags with didlos on them giving new meaning to giving head, ballgags, penis gags, bit gags, ring gags, muzzles, hoods, blindfolds, paddles, floggers, crops, whips, nipple clamps, chastity cages, chastity belts, collars, leashes, leather cuffs, handcuffs, leg cuffs, spreader bars, rope, armbinders. So many things to look at, it's almost overwhelming, leaving me unsure where to even start.

"Can I help you?" I turn, slightly embarrassed, to see the member of staff.

"I'm just looking for something fun for the holidays. There's so much in here." The staff member looks understanding and gives me a friendly smile.

"Well I can show you some products if you want, maybe help you choose what's best." Completely lost I think that might be best, I've only really played with light bondage before, some of this stuff looks a bit more complicated and advance. I follow him into a changing room.

"So what sort of things do you like?" I think for a moment unsure what exactly he means.

"Well I love handcuffs and metal restraints."

"What about gags and blindfolds and other things?"

"I'm not sure, they all sound interesting though." They smile back at me reassuringly as I feel somewhat stupid about my lack of experience or knowledge.

"I'll bring a selection of things." I wait patiently as he leaves, part of me feeling like I've made his day more difficult, I should definitely buy something, even if it is just a pair of handcuffs. I turn as he returns carrying a full box of items. Putting it down with a rattle of metal, he pulls out a pair of hinged handcuffs and gently grabbing my arms locks them around my wrists, trapping them behind my back.

"How do they feel?" I pull on the hard metal, the feeling of the unmoving restraints turning me on slightly, causing me to smile.

"They feel great."

"Would you like to try out some more?" Honestly this is enough but he did go through a lot of trouble, I'd feel bad if I just stopped at the first thing.

"Sure." He smiles friendly and pulls out another pair of cuffs, these ones are a more classic design. I feel the cold metal close around my elbows, pulling them closer together, pinning them behind my back. He pauses to let me look at my restrained arms before proceeding to close and pair of leg cuffs around my ankles, reducing my movement even more. I watch as he then brings up a heavy looking metal collar to my neck, at this point the feeling all the metal restraining me has started to make me horny.

"So are you getting this to please someone this Christmas?" I can't answer honestly, it would be embarrassing to say that all this is just for me.

"I hope so." I pause as I realise how horny I just sounded, I need to control myself. I see the staff member give me a playful smile as he closes the kinky jewellery, locking it securely around my throat.

"Then they're very lucky indeed." He holds up several gags.

"You didn't really specify, so I brought you selection." As he first holds up a large penis gag, I look at it, part of me wondering how I'd wear that without gagging, ecen if it does look like fun, maybe in the future. Seeing my reaction he puts it back and holds up a ballgag and a ring gag, considering that I might be tied up alone for a while the ring gag would be the safer option, while the ballgag would muffle my noises better, the ring gag will be better for breathing, plus my neighbours aren't exactly private about their activities so I don't see why I should be.

"The ring gag looks nice." I open my mouth as he slides it over my head and towards my lips, I give a small moan as it sits behind my teeth while he tightens it.

"You look great. The ring gag is a good choice, you can still serve your lucky partner while wearing it." The lucky partner who doesn't actually exist, although that is good information for possible later use.

"Another fun thing while being gagged is of course also being blindfolded." I give him a playful moan, which he takes as verbal confirmation and I'm suddenly plunged into darkness as he slides it over my eyes, the helpless feeling pushing me over the edge and I feel a bulge grow in my trousers.

"You know I did bring something which is good for horny bondage sluts, do you want to give it a try?" Completely lost in my bondage I moan and muffled yes. I suddenly feel my trousers unbutton and feel to the floor, what is he doing? Is he going to fuck me? Put of me feels fear but also arousal as he pulls out my cock and I moan as he holds it. I suddenly feel a cold metal ring slide over my crotch and and small metal tube enclose around my penis, forcing it into my body before hearing the click of a lock. Feeling my cock strain painfully in what I'm guessing is a chastity cage, I moan and make several muffled noises as my mind races with thoughts, like whether he'll give the key back afterwards?

"And of course every cage comes with a free plug." I moan as I feel the cold metal intruder push against my ass, slowly forcing its way in, as it does I subconsciously push my ass out, helping it slide in as my ass closes around the base, swallowing it and holding it in place as it fills my ass.

"Wow, you must love that one. I'm jealous of the person you're buying this for." Part of me wishes that I could tell him that there is no one to be jealous of, he can have me if he wishes but the gag prevents me from saying anything intelligible as he pulls my trousers back up. I feel something clip to my collar and feel a slight tug.

"Shall we see how well it all fits together with a quick walk." Unable to say no I obediently follow the tugs of my leash as I'm led slowly out of the changing room. I hope that no one is able to see my like this, it would be so humiliating, although at least they can't see how much my cock is straining in its cage.

"Hello sir. I'll be with you in a minute. I'm just helping this customer find something for their partner." Oh shit, I feel so humiliated.

"Their partner, that's me. Wow he looks fantastic. I hope he didn't build up to much of a cost." His partner? I moan through my gag trying to alart them to rhe truth, this staff member surely can't believe that. Was that the beep of a card reader?

"Thankyou for your business sir." I suddenly feel my leash be handed to the stranger. I try to say something through my gag and pull against my restraints.

"Someone is excited." I feel a sharp slap on my ass and squeal into my gag.

"Save some energy for when we get home dear." Unable to do anything I walk out the store, blindly following the tugs of my new master.

Epilogue

I walk beside my master, led on his leash attached to my metal collar, carrying several bags of Christmas shopping, my cage straining after hours of my plug moving as we looked around dozens of shops.

"Nearly done dear, just one more stop to go and then we can go home for some fun and warm up, but first we still need to buy you a present." We come to a stop outside the adult bdsm shop I found myself in a year ago, one that changed my life for the better, one which led me to my master, literally. Since that fateful day I've never felt alone, I spent Christmas in bondage, he trained me and cared for me. At first part of me fought back but I quickly learnt that I didn't want to leave him, sure I had no choice in him becoming my master but I enjoy being his slave, one who he genuinely loves and cares for. Plus now Christmas isn't so lonely, I love sitting tied up with him, watching the classics, being fed chocolate and other better treats. Part of me suddenly feels bad, I don't have anything for my master, not that I own anything to give him but I should repay his love somehow and show my love for him.

"Master, I'm sorry but I don't have anything to give you." I look down slightly in sadness and shame, quickly feeling his gentle hand umder my chin, raising my head up to look at his smiling face.

"You don't need to give me anything, you are all I want for Christmas. As long as I have you as my loyal slave then I'm happy, your submission and love is the only gift I ever need from you." He gives me a passionate kiss and smiles lovingly at me, filling me with joy and reminding me that the best gift I can give him is to continue to be his loving slave. I smile at my master as he leads me into the shop to buy me a Christmas present,  not that I need one either, being with him is all I really want for Christmas.