Spirit X Lucia: The Space in Between
By atfirstdawn

*Mature content warning
*©Keira Morrison/ atfirstdawn 2013
*Dedicated to Lucia


We were very much strangers to each other at the time, a chance meeting and the discovery that we had something in common had led to an immediate friendship and an exciting sexual affair. Our attraction to each other was a powerful one; we had both felt dominant towards one another, fuelled by a desire to take everything the other had. Yet we had also felt wholly submissive, each of us wanting the other to show the strength of their passionate resolve.

In the end it had been I who had taken control.

Lucia’s long and straight black hair, deeply coloured eyes and slender frame were a stunning combination, she was truly beautiful, thankfully the tightly buckled ring gag that I had strapped around her mouth and the hopelessly helpless position I had bound her in had not diminished that beauty.

She had been completely accepting of my desires and had obeyed me entirely; her co-operation had ensured that I had been able to bind her quickly, efficiently and wholly mercilessly.

For me, Lucia’s situation was entirely arousing; looking upon her in such a helpless and embarrassing predicament had caused my mouth to dry and my heart to make its presence felt beneath my chest. But for Lucia, the situation was little less than torturous; I had bound her ankles to her thighs thus forcing her to stand on her knees on the hard laminate of the room’s floor, I had gagged her with a ring gag which had separated her jaw to such a degree that it was perhaps a tad too uncomfortable, and I had tied her wrists and elbows together behind her back, of which I had then tied to a chain that ran through two metal hooks hanging above her head and then down in front of her to either side of the rim of a heavy metal bowl which hung suspended below her erect penis…

As I knelt down beside her, I placed a hand on her chest to feel the rapid beating of her heart and the heat of her skin. She moaned at my touch and took a deep breath as I moved my hand down from her chest, on to her breast and down towards her stomach. We each kept our eyes focused on each other as my hand travelled further down her body until my fingers reached her penis. A timid whimper escaped Lucia as my fingertips stroked her sturdy flesh shaft back and forth from base to tip and back again.

“Is this all for me?” I asked in a whisper, having brought my mouth to her ear. Lucia replied with a deep throated moan and a trembling nod as my hand curled around her solid erection and began to slide back and forth. “Let’s see how difficult it is to break you. If you fill the bowl then maybe I’ll let you go, but I think it’s going to take a few attempts to do that, don’t you?”

Lucia nodded again, this time with her eyes closed as she took a deep breath and yelped at the constant motion of my hand on her penis.

With my free hand I took a handful of Lucia’s hair and pulled her head back, straightening her posture and giving my arm and hand below her extra freedom for more vigorous motions. Lucia continued to moan her familiar deep throated moans and bark her sporadic yelps as her jaw tightened around her gag and her breathing became rushed. Her helpless and formless words and cries accompanied each of my movements for minutes on end and became louder by the second until her body convulsed and bent violently at the waist. Several seconds later and Lucia was gasping for breath through her cruel gag while looking down at her penis and the bowl below which held her first white viscous deposit.

“Mmmmm, good girl. You’re not difficult to break, are you? Or do you just love me that much already?” Lucia replied to me with a series of unintelligible vowels between sighs and deep breaths, I smiled and stroked her hair before speaking again. “Was that an ‘I love you’?” I asked with a soft tone.

She nodded again and voiced a single word that was all one sound and letter through the gag between her teeth which I took as meaning ‘yes’ to my question.

Taking another handful of her hair, I raised her back up and turned her head to face me. “Don’t close your eyes this time.” I commanded with a caring smile. Lucia sighed with a whimper and nodded as best she could while staring back into my eyes as I wrapped my hand around her wet, warm and throbbing penis once more.

The motions of my hand were more vigorous and determined than the time before and elicited moans and sighs from Lucia which were more akin to screams and squeals between rushed and heaving breaths. Her eyes remained focused on mine, wide and glistening and trembling with the rest of her body, my motions on her penis continued and this time were accompanied by Lucia’s own movements as she gently moved back and forth against my grip, we moved faster and faster together and from where I was knelt I could feel the heat radiating from her body as she drew closer to climaxing once more.

Her loud gagged moans and sighs gave way to deeper breaths and gasps until a satisfied scream accompanied the widening of her eyes and a series of violent jerks from her bound extremities. Her gaze stayed focused on me as her body surged with the familiar and deeply pleasurable sensation of having being broken once more; she had obeyed wholly and completely.

Feeling her warm, thick liquid run over and drip from my hand and into the bowl below, I smiled at her and pushed my lips against hers. My tongue licked her tongue and the gag between her teeth, my lips caressed hers and I felt an elating shiver run down my spine as her lips tried to close over her wide gag to kiss me back.

“Do you have anything left?” I asked through a rushed breath of my own as I spoke into her mouth through another kiss.

Lucia replied with a shivering sigh, the shrugging of her shoulders and an unsure shake of her head. I licked her lips once more and spoke again. “Then how about a little rest?”

Lucia nodded and relaxed her body as my hand left her solid penis.

Moving my hands from her body, I gripped the chain binding her arms to the bowl in front of her and pulled on it to raise the bowl up to her jaw. With one hand I held tightly to the chain, keeping the bowl in place, and with the other I gently pushed Lucia’s head over the bowl and began fingering her gagged mouth.

I let a sigh escape my lips as Lucia licked the finger that I had slid into her mouth through the gag. With my other fingers I caressed and pushed at her lips causing the saliva to overflow from her mouth and into the bowl below.
Minutes passed by as I continued to finger her tongue and lips and allowed the bowl to continue to fill until I eventually let the bowl slide back down to her penis. Lucia moaned as my hand left the now heavier bowl which pulled her bound arms further up behind her back.

“Don’t go anywhere my love.” I teased as I stood and left the room for a brief moment.

Upon my return I forced Lucia to look at the objects I had brought back with me; a roll of duct tape, the key to the padlock binding the bowl’s chain to her wrists and a vibrating bullet.

Lucia’s expression was a mixture of confusion and excitement as she watched me tear a length of tape from the roll and place the vibrating bullet upon it. “Do you know how heavy this bowl is when it’s full my love?” I asked as I brought the tape and bullet to her penis and wrapped the tape around it. Lucia replied with another intelligible collection of vowels and a worried tone. “Pretty much” I replied playfully.

“Now, let me see that tongue” I commanded as I cupped her head in my hands. Obediently, Lucia pushed her tongue through the ring gag between her teeth. “Lovely” I said before licking her extended muscle.

“Now listen carefully… I’m going to turn the bullet on and take a shower. If you break, the bowl will get heavier and add to the torque on your arms until it becomes impossible for you to struggle free.” I picked up the key, showed it to her, dropped it into the bowl and continued my instructions. “You’ll have to pull against the chain as hard as you can to raise the bowl to your mouth, and you’ll have to use your tongue to retrieve the key. When I come back, if you’ve retrieved the key, I’ll let you go…”

Lucia’s breathing was rushed and deep and her eyes were as wide as they had been earlier. I kissed her once more but she made no attempt to kiss me back, instead she continued to stare at me with an expression of fear and lust.

“Good luck my love” I teased as I turned on the bullet, and motioned to leave the room.

Lucia’s pleasure filled moans had filled the air almost immediately upon feeling the bullet begin to vibrate against her penis. I looked back to her before leaving, she was already pulling against the chain and writhing against her bonds in an attempt to free herself. I licked my lips and left the doors open to better hear her passionate screams of defeat while I showered.