Life will never be the same.

Today I woke up absolutely swimming in my covers. I had to hop out of the bed, abandoning my useless nightwear as I scampered to the bathroom. Yes I'm going to say "scamper" because that's the best way to describe the sound of my little feet on the floor. The fact that I actually need to lean over to reach the water knobs WHILE STANDING ON A STOOL……..

Everything is too high now. The counters, the fridge, the sofa. The kitchen cabinets hanging high above, while not an impossibility yes, certainly pose a strategic climbing challenge now.

Good thing I saved some of Hallie's old clothes! The pastel colors and happy animals on the tee don't make for the most appealing outerwear...but it's better than being in the nude.

I hoisted myself up on one of the kitchen chairs and just sat...taking in my new world. How can everything be so familiar, yet foreign at the same time? I looked down at the floor as my short legs swung freely in the air. Again, I felt that exhilaration of being so light, so small...but again I felt the fear.

Have I stopped shrinking yet?

I was so happy when Kate returned. At least initially...until I hopped out of my chair and found myself standing only as high as her belly button. Her huge hand swung forward to gently pat my head as I stared up at her. I must have looked ridiculous in the little unicorn shirt, staring up at her from waist level.

We measured, each mark lower than the last. This one: 3’ 6”.  That's two feet...that means I must be done, right? Kate agreed. So we decided to celebrate.

I didn't have that much, but it wasn't long before we were streaming some comedy and laughing like little idiots. I needed help with everything now, and she was not hesitant to boost me up onto the sofa with her large hands.

After coming back one time, she just lifted me up and sat me on her lap. I must have just melted into her because soon I was just surrounded by her huge arms, her head leaning on my own. So warm...so comfortable.

I have a confession to write. Just between you and me, alright? Just before we got off the sofa, I brushed her cheek with my own and our lips passed so very close. I wondered what it would be like, just to steal the tiniest little kiss. Kate seemed to feel the same, because our lips pressed together in one long embrace. Electricity shot down my back and I felt just the slightest tingles in my fingertips and toes. I know it was over in just moments...but it felt like minutes to me.

We went to say our goodbyes when I noticed that her belly button was now above my eye level. Realizing what had happened, tears started to well up in my eyes. Kate asked if I was going to be okay and I told her just to go.

I'm sitting here typing this entry on the huge keyboard before me. I'm afraid I may have hurt Kate's feelings...but I'm also afraid. What if...what if…….

Am I going to get smaller? :(