The relationship has reached the pinnacle moment that we talked about at the beginning. Bondage isn’t really bondage until you want your freedom and it’s denied. I consented to that manner of bondage. But I must not have actually thought it would happen. I didn’t actually think she take me past my limits to where I changed my mind.

But here I am. I want out. And I can’t get out. I can’t even say it.

But the alarming thing is she knows from my eyes. And she know from the manner of my struggles. Uncontrolled. Frantic. Desperate.

“It’s real now Tina. You want the old life and it’s sinking in that you left it behind. We’re going to keep at this until you find your sincere submissive bliss. Because you’re mine now. And that isn’t going to change.