Huge thank you to @JohnTzee who created this lovely shot of me/for me almost a year ago. I’ve been waiting until just the right time to showcase it and I don’t think there’ll be a better time than now, Y’All.

Been through a LOT lately. And I gotta tell you, I thought I’d lost myself for a while. Quit doing the things I liked and lost the joy for doing the things I loved.

That’s what happens when you’re grinding for a bit too long, a bit too hard.

Now Y’All know that if it’d kept Daddy here with me longer, I’d have kept right on grinding. But the good Lord called him home and that’s that.

And now I have a chance to pick up all my little subbie pieces and put them back together the way I want to. And here’s the deal: I don’t want to be in charge anymore. At least not like I was.

I want to be like this.

Overpowered.

Frisky.

Bound down on the bed.

Waiting.

Relaxed.

Enjoyed.

and Filled. Filled with joyful purpose that I eagerly fulfill attentively and grateful to have the notice of a Dominant person.

Oh, I am so VERY happy I didn’t play this card on some fantasy story (which I was super tempted to do more than once!). ‘Cause this is exactly what I fee like and just exactly how I want to be.

Somebody asked me yesterday what my plans are next. If Y’All know me, then you know I’m not much for planning. I do what seems right in the moment, I go all in 1,000% and I trust Gods will that he put me where He wants me.

So Fuck it Y’All. I’m going all in on how I feel right now from now on. I got a great big smile on my face, a renewed spirit and joy in my submissive little heart.

Thank you Y’All. For real. Thank you. I’ll be home in a few hours but I’ve had Y’All with me the whole time which is almost as good as home.

Blessing and hugs to everyone of you. Love you!

XOXOX.