Happy Holidays Y’All!  The Day after tomorrow is Saint Nicholas Day.  Pretty sure nobody but super traditional Catholics even know what that is.  To me honest, I’m a super traditional Catholic and I don’t know EXACTLY what it is other than a day before Christmas that I always got donuts and one “bonus” present wrapped up and hidden in my boots when I woke up.  It was the BEST because nobody remembers it’s Saint Nick’s Day until they wake up and it’s like, donuts…..present….Boom!  Lol.  

I’m rambling for two reasons.  First, as you know, I ramble.  Sorry, not sorry.  And second, I’m nervous.  I’m nervous because I’m trying a super intense bondage session tomorrow (today, as you’re reading this), it involves my new, hardly tested, stand mixer, penetrating dildo piston (let’s call it the PDP for short), and also because I’m writing this now and it’s super late on Wednesday night and trying to set a timer for it to publish tomorrow morning.  And I’ve never done a scheduled publish before, so….fingers crossed!

Also, If you’re reading this around 10:00 AM on Thursday, December 5, 2024, that means I did everything correctly (a Christmas miracle), and it means I’m locked down in my tightest bondage rig since….FOREVER.  And I’m probably struggling to keep my mind from melting.  It’s kind of close to melting now.  I’m definitely not sleeping tonight because I’m just so crazy excited.

So, assuming everything went correctly, Happy (one day early) Saint Nicholas Day, my Deviant friend and family!!

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So, here’s the deal.  Like most of my best self-bondage sessions, this one was a collaboration.  Specifically, it was a collaboration between me and @Crab-Hermit .  Love you so much!!!

We’ve been chatting and sharing a lot, and it’s been great for me.  I can’t even tell you!  I feel so much more in touch with my inner spirit and my true self.  And, I was going to go into kind of a long essay on self-validation and the virtues of submission, but I totally changes my mind.  Instead, I’m just going to cut to the punchline.  We decided it was a good time for me to try to challenge my limits, like I did about a year ago with the dog crate.  

And now I’m going to tell you the plan…in exact, excruciating detail.  Lol.

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Crabby asked me to share a favorite picture of mine and I gave him this example.  Ful disclosure, I haven’t published this one in my gallery.  It’s from the amazing artist @Grigbertz .  

It’s in my Favorites and I adore it.  So, crab was coming up with a challenge for me that would have me tied up like the picture.  

It just so happens that I was also investigating new toys that I could use with my remote power outlets and I came across a way to convert a kitchen stand mixer into a “piston” of sorts and could be used to basically pump my submissive brains out of me.  Here’s a somewhat sped up Gif to give you the gist of it. Like I mentioned above, I’m calling it the PDP until I come up with something better.

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OK, I’m trembling and typing right now.   This is so exciting.  I’m wearing my collar and a gag while I work, and I plan to sleep in cuffs.  I’m releasing the unapologetically submissive (thanks for that moniker and you know who you are!) bondage slave Tina.

This rig requires absolute precision.  The PDP has a disappointingly short stroke length.  Don’t get me wrong.  It’s PLENTY.  But only if it, and I, are spaced just right.  I took a lot of measurements and did a bunch of trial runs.  And then, to make sure that my design is executed correctly, I had to make sure the PDP was securely mounted, and that I was completely immobilized in the exact right position.  In addition, the bondage was going to require the use of my air mat.  And that’s tricky because I’m usually laying on top of the air mat with it deflated.  When it inflates, I get stretched out or tightened up (depending on the rigging).  So, there’s a certain degree of movement as the mat inflates.  And I can’t have any of that movement for this session.  Luckily, I’m a clever girl (I like to think I’m a good girl too), so I came up with something.

Using my furniture design background, I build a basic “platform” out of a long piece of plywood with 2X4’s reinforcing the perimeter to provide rigidity.  I also secured a 4X4 down the middle.  Then I filled the gaps between either side of the 4X4 and the 2X4’s with furniture foam cushion.  

I anchored the PDP to the 4X4.  My crossed and bound ankles will be secured to the 4X4 just in front of the PDP.  The shaft housing the PDP will be anchored to the 4X4 next.  My unbound knees will be sunk into the cushion on either side of the 4X4.  Then, when my hips and stomach are located, I rolled up two yoga mats to create a firm but comfortably “cylinder.”  I secure this perpendicular to the 4X4.  I will ultimately lay across it,forming a “+” where my body is the vertical axis, and the cylinder is the horizontal axis.  This will prop my ass up directly in the path of the PDP.  In fact, when I begin, the head of the dildo mounted on the PDP will already be an inch deep.  I also covered the 4X4 with fabric because don’t want splinters and I’m going to be naked (other than high heels-I think…. waiting on confirmation on that detail!) when this goes down.

Here comes the brilliant part.  I will lay out the deflated mat.  Then I’ll place this whole “platform” on the back of the mat.  Then I’ll bunch up the front of the mat and pull it in close to where I’m going to be tied up.  And then I’ll run my tether from my collar out to the handles on the bunched-up section of mat.  That way, when the mat inflates underneath the platform, it will just lift me and PDP straight up and I’ll still be positioned exactly where I need to be for it to have its way with me.  ALSO, when the mat inflates, it will extend out away from me and become rigid, pulling me by the collar forward and prone so I’ll be stretched out like in the illustrations and unable to move away from the PDP.  

Now for the bondage.  I already described my lower body, so that’s done.  For my upper body, I’m not going to reinvent the wheel.  I’m using the same boxtie rig I did in Tina’s Inescapable Balltie Challenge.  That’s located here:

Also, the image of the tactical tourniquet was deleted so here’s a picture of that.  I’ll give a brief description of how it works.

I’ll strap my arms tightly to my sides with leather belts.  Then I’ll slip by hands through either end of a “coil” of rope loops that I’ve already set up.  The tactical tourniquet is secured to a belt/crotch rope at the small of my back, so it isn’t going anywhere!  Before the mat inflates.  I’m up on my knees and arching backwards so that my hands, which are inside the loose rope coil, can reach the tourniquet.  I will then crank it, which will tighten up the cinch rope to the coil.  I can crank that think super tight!  Then I lock the tourniquet and my hand are utterly helpless.  About all I can do is flap them up and down less than an inch.  When the mat inflates and I’m pulled down and stretched out, my tied wrists will slide up my now, non-arching, back.  And I won’t be able to reach the tourniquet to release the cinch ropes.  And that’s all she wrote Y’all.  

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Like I said, if I did this right, I’m tied up, screaming into a cleave gag, tied up and tied down, with my wand on medium and the PDP gliding in and out of my vagina with a gold, mechanical efficiency.  I am “planning” to escape around 11:00 AM.  I’ll try and get part 2 of this report out later today.

Hope this is interesting.  It’s way different from my usual stuff.   Thanks for reading and love Y’ALL!!!