Hello my Deviant friends!  If you’re reading this (what a silly expression. ONVIOUSLY you ARE reading this.  Makes no sense to preface the statement with a known quantity as if it’s an unknown. The English language is strange at times…).  Ahem, IF you’re reading this, then you’re probably familiar with my Tinas Journey series and you know that I concluded it a couple of weeks ago. In that series, I took a detailed look into my past with bondage and a few other things that have led me to here. I hope you enjoyed reading as much as I enjoyed (and learned) from writing it.

Anyway, I’ve decided to switch things up.  I like exploring  I like picking things apart and understanding them. Perhaps that’s why I was so good at my old business of reverse engineering cheap furniture and writing directions for people to assemble it at home. Lord that was full work, but it sure did help me retire young!  😜

That being said, I’ve decided to take a look at a taboo side of the taboo topic of bondage. Specifically, I want to examine how introducing PAIN can add to the thrill and enhance the pleasure. This is something I’ve not tinkered with because it hasn’t really occurred to me before now, and also because im a self bondage practitioner and hurting yourself while helplessly bound and gagged has challenges.

So I’m starting small.  And last night, I took a shot at introducing discomfort into a less familiar bondage position to see how that went. Part of this was also a challenge from an awesome Don I chat with here in DA. Well, it wasALSO a punishment for a bit of cheeky behavior on my part. Believe it or not, friends, this submissive girl sometimes forgets her place. lol.

Anyway, I set myself up for the suspended hogtie I’ve been writing about lately. I set it up exactly like I did in the last story so I wont rehash that. The difference was, THIS time, in addition to the sensory deprivation, I  a dildo and a butt plug.  As I’ve mentioned before, I’ve never really enjoyed anal play. So let me tell you, squirming my way into my straps and ropes with both of those intrusions was NOT super fun.

Also, I pulled out a gag that I haven’t used in a year or so. It’s a homemade gag from a tennis ball and a tube sock. I just stuffed the all in the sock and tied a knot on each side so the ball stayed in the middle. Then out the ball in my mouth and tied the ends behind my neck. Understand something, my mouth is more racquetball sized than tennis Ball sized. The ball doesnt even fit past my teeth without squeezing it to get it back there. And when it’s in place, it is forcing my jaw open absolutely as wide as it goes. This gag prevents ALL sound and frankly dominates me mentally as well. So I knew I was in for mild discomfort/psi just from the use of the gag.

And the last addition would be weighted nipple clamps. The cool thing about these with the suspension was that when the mats deflated, the weights would hang and “engage“ the clamps.

So all together, between the sensory deprivation  and the added accessories, I thought I had a workable experiment. I set my massage wand on low. The low setting isn’t always enough to make me climax. Probably would be with a cool suspension like this. But probably just a gentle, easy orgasm.  My research was to see if the pain sensations would enhance the oleasure.

Also, I was told I needed to try and remain silent the entire hour (did I mention it would be for an HOUR?!?). Yeah right.  I was whimpering before the mat even deflated. lol.

(to be continued)