


Now, after a week of living here, Karkara dreamed that all this was just her dream. She woke up every morning in the hope that now she would be back in her comfortable bed in London and her routine boring life as a research scientist would again become a reality. But every morning she only felt again and again the still unaccustomed weight from her chest and the discomfort of the hard bed she shared with her husband.
Every day seemed like an eternity, despite the fact that she perfectly knew her duties and affairs. Her memories of how she was here before, before the body swap, were closed to her and all she remembered was Robert's memories.
Such an interesting tribe to her a week ago, now it seemed to her some kind of hell and nightmare. Her tribesmen also noticed that Karkara's behavior had changed, although, as she found out, she had previously been a secretive girl. But now she seems to be lost. Daily dances for different gods, cooking and wearing this strange unusual clothes for her - all this seemed to be familiar to her from childhood, although she found out only a week ago. And life like Robert every day more and more began to seem to her her fictional invented story, which never happened.
But she knew that this was not so, and with all her thoughts she tried to stop thinking of herself in the feminine gender and to tell herself who she was as often as possible. She needed to get back into that cave forbidden to women, despite all her fears, which now held her back from even trying to get to that cave.