I can't believe that everything has gone so far ... I recalled a million times that evening when everything changed so dramatically in my life and a million times I came to the conclusion that I could not change anything ...
Probably not so bad, if you do not remember what I lost ... But, damn it. But damn it, if I could go back that night and shut my mouth, that's exactly what I would do.
I would not say those stupid words holding those trinkets from Asia in my hand. I would not tell my business partner Charlie that I wish we had a secretary. I didn’t say that I wish that she was madly in love with Charlie and did everything so that he asked her and in the end they would get married and start a happy family. But I was drunk ... We were both drunk. We celebrated the birthday of our common business and sat up late. Charlie, unlike me, was lonely. I sincerely wished him happiness and wanted him to find his love.
I remember how after my words this trinket lit up and I dropped it. Charlie was in the toilet then and didn't even notice it. And I ... I was too drunk to realize that at that moment my body and clothes had completely changed. I remember only a few otkryvkami about how I tried to go in heels funny without realizing that this is all some kind of garbage. I remember how I was sitting in a taxi and then a man met me on the threshold and asked me something.
I just didn't care about everything then, because I was terribly sleepy and I was very, very drunk.
Waking up the next morning, I still naively believed that I just woke up in another apartment and cheated on my wife. It would be better if it were like this ... No, it was now my apartment. I didn't even remember my wife's phone number and this body ... It was all so strange to me. And it's not even a matter of squeezing the penis and tits, although this, of course, was also wild for me at first.
I was confused by how I behave in this body and my knowledge. I was still the same adult heterosexual man on the inside. I still knew my old life and knowledge. But as soon as I tried to study my knowledge more carefully, I suddenly realized that I could not remember anything of the really important.
For example, I could not remember my wife's phone number. Or when I called Charlie and told him everything, and then asked him not to call me Julia, I noticed it for the first time. He told me not to say such strange things anymore and I ... I really couldn't say after that that I was not Julia! Every time I thought about telling him the truth.
In the office, instead of looking for this cursed Chinese thing, I acted as a secretary. More precisely, I tried to find this thing, but when Charlie came and told me to get down to business, it became the most important for me at that moment and I forgot about looking for this fateful thing. In the end, I never found it and I don't even know what it was. Although, of course, I was looking for a clue.
When I was with Charlie, I always felt the same emotions. I always wanted to please him and be the best for him. But as soon as I was alone with myself or just with other people, then I again realized that all this is complete nonsense.
My business knowledge was still with me. I remember that moment. I already partly accepted this life and this body and tried to somehow change my status and become at least again a business partner in MY own company, then every time Charlie laughed at my ideas. And analyzing all this later, when I was left alone, I realized that I was really suggesting some kind of nonsense! I was completely confused at some point, because everything was right in my head ... But then I realized that it was not so.
It was hard to admit, but I really realized that I don't understand anything about MY business at all. Now I was only fit for the simple job of a secretary. But even with that there were difficulties ... Every time I had difficulty working with e-mail and technology! It was a nightmare.
I knew that Charlie was holding me just because I ... that I ... fuck ... that I fuck with him and do whatever he wants. Plus it really looks like love. I'm afraid to imagine what will happen next ... But it looks like this is inevitable and my wish will be fully fulfilled ...
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