[ABDL, Diaper Use, Soiling/Wetting]
It was a warm and comforting day at the Maidens’ Dream Naval Base. A base located near the outskirts of the Royal Navy’s territory, and a place for many bright-minded ship girls to rest before they continued on to the next part of their journey. A wonderful place for them to stay, with some even staying there far longer than intended.
One of the ship girls that was permanently stationed at the base, Illustrious, was doing her morning routine. As the Admiral’s secretary, it was up to her to check up on everyone else. To make sure that they were in good condition, and to make sure that their guests were ready to continue onward. If they wanted to make their stay more permanent, she’d relay that information to her Admiral, so that she may make it official.
However, as she finished checking up on the Destroyers that were stationed at Maidens’ Dream, she heard a little series of beeps. Upon carefully picking out her personal communicator from under her hat, it was easy to tell who had tried to ping her.
And thus, she made her way towards the Admiral’s office, not knowing what might’ve prompted this particular nudge.
“Admiral? You wanted to see me?”
The soft voice of Illustrious rang out through the Admiral’s office as the white-haired Carrier entered, giving her Admiral a brief curtsy to show the proper amount of respect for the woman that had taken her under her wing. Her way of carrying herself, combined with her elegant dress, made her one of the base’s most prized girls. Especially in the Admiral’s eyes.
“I’m happy to see you’re doing well, Illustrious.” Sitting behind that desk was a woman with white hair and red eyes, whose body struggled to fit into the very snug Admiral’s uniform that she had been issued after starting her training. “How is everyone else today? Doing their best for the sake of the Base?” The Admiral, Asphodel, asked with her soft words dancing through the air. She loved every single one of her ship girls, no matter how big or small they were. Something that the Carrier knew all too well.
The elegant Carrier smiled back when she heard her Admiral’s voice. “They’re doing great, Admiral. All of them have recovered from their recent bouts, and they should be ready to repel any invading forces should they show their faces. And as for our guests… None of them seem to want to stay for longer than necessary, so the others are ready to escort them to the edge of our territory to wish them well on their journey.” She explained, stepping closer to the Admiral’s desk all the while. “I must ask though… Why did you want me to come in this early? Usually you don’t request my presence until bathtime.”
“Illustrious.” Asphodel let her finish her question before replying, smiling from ear to ear. “What do you know of diapers, and of infants?” She asked, the question seemingly coming out of nowhere…
Her Carrier pondered the question for a moment, before lowering her head. “I apologize, Admiral, but… I don’t know much about either. I know what they are, as the former is supposed to be a garment designed to keep the latter dry, but… Why would you ask this, exactly?”
“How would you feel if I wanted you to become my adorable little Baby Girl, Illustrious?” The Admiral asked, her smile remaining on her face. “I’m sure you’d look utterly adorable in diapers.”
Illustrious blinked a couple of times as she processed what she just heard. “...Pardon me, Admiral Asphodel, but… Did you just ask me to become a Baby? An infant?” She asked, not sure if she had heard her properly. It could be a trick of the mind, trying to mess with her…
“I didn’t ask you, Illustrious. I said I wanted you to become my adorable little Baby Girl.” Asphodel replied, giggling a little as she rested her head upon the back of her woven-together hands. “No part of that process is up for debate.” Her voice turned serious for just the briefest moment, her crimson eyes shining for that same moment…
Her Carrier let out an audible gulp as she tried to keep herself composed. “Admiral, I must… Why would you think I’d be appropriate for that? Considering all the work that I do around Maidens’ Dream, why would you want me to dress like that?” She asked, hoping to change her opinion somehow. if not permanently, then at least ever slightly so she could avoid something so potentially humiliating.
“It’s precisely because of that work that I want you in diapers, Illustrious. You’ve been doing such great work around the base, and yet you always seem to strain yourself the longer everything goes on for. You never make it to the potty early, which means you have to hold it all in for so, so long. This’ll help with that, and keep you working for as long as you’d like.” Asphodel explained, giggling a little to herself. “And beyond that, I found the most adorable plane-adorned diaper. Don’t you think it’d be perfect for a Carrier like you, Lusty?”
There came that affectionate nickname of hers. Whenever the Admiral got needlessly affectionate, she’d pull out one of her nicknames for her girls. In the case of Illustrious, it was the frankly shameful ‘Lusty’, which made her out to be a much hornier girl than she really was.
“I understand that those might be valid concerns, Admiral, but I could just try and take a break more often. We don’t have to do things this way. I can just-” The elegant Carrier tried her very best. She tried to appeal to the woman’s senses, but…
She just pulled on one of her drawers, revealing the diaper that she had prepared just for her. One that was much bigger, the appropriate size to be worn by a ship girl. “Did you already forget what I said, Lusty? No part of this is up for debate. You’re going to wear this diaper, and you’re going to look adorable with it hidden underneath your dress. Am I clear?”
Illustrious tried to muster out a couple more words, before letting her head hang downward. She couldn’t argue against it. “Crystal, my Admiral.” She muttered, accepting her fate as she started laying down…
Only for the Admiral to catch her, somehow having moved from her seat in the span of a single blink. “Now now, little Lusty. You don’t have to lie down on the floor. It’s all dirty. My desk will do just fine.” She chimed as she lifted the well-dressed Carrier into her arms, planting her on the desk in front of her…
The poor Carrier blushed not only as she was held in her Admiral’s arms, but also as she was laid down on the mostly barren desk as well. Just being placed there was enough to make her heart beat against her chest, the feel of her tall albino Admiral towering over her making her body quiver worriedly…
Asphodel smiled the entire time, as she reached across the desk and into the open drawer to grab the necessary supplies. The diaper itself, and a bunch of baby powder in an appropriate container. “Lift up your legs, little Lusty. I want to make sure you won’t get any rashes while you’re padded.”
Illustrious listened and followed her orders, lifting her legs into the air and exposing her panties in the process as the dress did its best to roll down her legs and bunch up near her stomach. Those panties didn’t last much longer, sliding off her legs and getting tossed in the nearby trash can while her Admiral gave her nethers the attention that it needed…
The poor Carrier could feel her hands sliding across her most intimate of areas. Squishing into her butt, her thighs, her lower lips, even the hole between the cheeks. All causing several small shocks of arousal to spike through her. She let out small moans after small moans, trying not to make too much noise as her cheeks flushed a brighter red. Not only because of how embarrassing all of this was, but because she didn’t want to disturb her Admiral in the middle of the diapering process…
“You know, you really are adorable, little Lusty. The way you cry when I touch you down here… It really does make you look like a little Baby, even before I put the diaper on you.” Asphodel explained, slightly teasing the poor girl’s clit in the process to make those moans echo out just a little louder…
Illustrious shivered as she felt the pleasure tingling its way through her, but thankfully the worst of it came to an end. Once her Admiral pulled her hands away, it was time for the actual padding to find its way onto her butt.
Her cheeks grew fully red as she felt the crinkly softness slide its way underneath her butt, making her shiver from left to right as she tried to get comfortable with the sensation. Having the midsection weave through her legs didn’t help either, as it introduced her sensitive clit and her pussy to the soft inside of the diaper as well. Something that only grew more emphasized as her Admiral’s hand pushed up against her crotch to keep the diaper stable, while she snapped the tapes shut to make sure it wouldn’t slide off.
“There we are. One adorably diapered little Baby Girl. Not even a ship, just a Baby.” Asphodel giggled as she pulled away from her Carrier, wiping her hands clean of all the dusty and sticky baby powder still stuck on them. “How do you feel now, little Lusty?” The busty Admiral asked, smiling like this was just something that anybody did to their loved ones. Diapering them to protect them…
Illustrious slowly lifted herself up, her blush growing even deeper as she heard the crinkle between her thighs echo out around her. Not only that, but the thickness of the plane-adorned diaper was enough to make her lift up ever slightly when she sat straight on her padded tush, making her gasp a little. “It’s… It’s…”
“Utterly and most embarrassing, Admiral!” She cried out, her usually elegant expression shattering as she let a bit of childish moping ecke its way to the front. “W-Why must I be dressed like this? T-there’s no reason for me to be diapered, much less treated like a baby. I-I’ve never heard of adults, much less ship girls, being dressed in this. W-Where exactly do you come from where this is a regular thing, Admiral!?” The Carrier was panicking, the embarrassment too much for her to handle.
Asphodel didn’t say a thing, giggling as she watched the Carrier slowly get off the table and start walking towards the door at the end of the room. All while the crinkly sounds echoed through the air, preventing her from ever forgetting the thing stuck between her thighs.
Every step that Illustrious took was labored. Every breath that she took was warm. The feeling of humiliation didn’t end. She didn’t want this to go on, but she had to endure. Because there was no way that she was getting out of this diaper, if she had to believe her Admiral.
“Why does it have to be so thick…” She muttered, her face still bright red as ever, while waddling towards the door. It made it so difficult to properly align her feet for every progressive step. Why didn’t she just ignore her Admiral for once and go back to bed? It would’ve made everything so much easier…
Asphodel cleared her throat just as the girl reached the door, as if she had waited for that exact moment. “Little Lusty, before you leave… Would you like a cup of tea?” She asked, as she carefully poured a cup full of her personal blend. “It’s your favorite.” She chimed, as if to entice her to turn around and play along still…
Illustrious didn’t want to turn around. She wanted this to just be over. And yet, the sound of that tea being poured into the cup was too much for her to ignore. If there was one thing she very much adored, it was a passion-filled cup of tea. She had to admit that it was because of the Admiral brewing a specialized cup for her every time she came by to visit, a form of pavlovian conditioning so to speak. But still…
“Thank you, Admiral.” She said, taking a deep breath as she turned around. And did her best to hurry towards the desk, letting the crinkles echo around in the air as she speed-waddled over there. All while every sound filling the room caused the mature Carrier to grow an even deeper red than ever before. If she didn’t clear up her blush any time soon, she’d run out of red shades to color her face with.
Asphodel handed her the cup, smiling as she watched her Baby Carrier slowly sip it all down. A process that took more than a couple of minutes, since the adorably diapered girl always took her time, savouring the taste of the delicate brew…
Once the cup was finally emptied, the white-haired Carrier gently lowered it onto the table, the crinkling of her diaper still echoing around her. “Thank you, Admiral.” She paused, before clearing her throat. “As much as I detest this diaper, I will do my best to live with it. It is my duty to follow your orders, after all.” She tried to act like the mature girl that she carried herself as, despite the infantile garment between her thighs.
“Tell yourself whatever makes you feel better, Little Lusty. You’ll come to find that it’s not that bad being diapered.” Her Admiral chimed, watching the diapered girl leave the room after a long and painful looking waddle. Something that brought no end to the busty albino’s joy…
Especially as she reached into the drawer where she had stored the diaper and the baby powder, pulling out a single sleeve full of a sugar-like additive. “You’ve done it quite well, Doctor Althea.” She mused to herself, as she read the label on the sleeve.
‘PERMANENT LAXATIVE - IRREVERSIBLY DEGRADES SPHINCTERS IN A MATTER OF DAYS.’
As an Admiral, she had a lot of connections. It wasn’t surprising that she knew somebody that could help her with this little plan of hers. But as a Demon, the true nature of the Admiral of Maidens’ Dream, her connections were even greater.
Now, all she had to do was wait. If the good doctor had done the job that she expected her to, the effects of the Laxative should kick in sooner rather than later. And eventually, her dear Little Lusty would find her way back to her office.
Asking for a change, sending her further down the path of babyhood….
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“This… This experience… This is hell...”
Illustrious muttered to herself as she walked through the halls of Maidens’ Dream. It had only been a few hours since she left the Admiral’s office, and she thought she’d be able to grow accustomed to her diaper after a little while.
To say that she was wrong would be an understatement. If anything, it had gotten even further in the way than she originally imagined. How did her Admiral expect her to work like this? With this crinkly piece of underwear impeding everything she wanted to do?
Sure, she was able to keep it mostly hidden due to the nature of her dress. But she swore that some of the girls that she worked alongside had keen enough eyes to notice that something was wrong. Especially the Destroyers who she was personally in charge of taking care of.
Not to mention, thanks to the bulk of the thing forcing her to nearly waddle at all times. Thankfully she could close her legs whenever she had to stand up straight, and that kept most of the strange glances off her. But it didn’t stop her from feeling utterly uncomfortable.
To make matters that much worse, Illustrious could feel her stomach churning as the hours went by. She hadn’t had a lot to eat, so this shouldn’t be happening. But she was getting a bigger and bigger ache. Of course, she couldn’t just abandon her post, as much as she’d love to, so she had to keep enduring it until the time was ripe.
Finally, the clock struck five, and most of the logistics had been completed, she had a break. And that meant that she could go back to her dorm, wait for a while, and then return when her mind was in a better place.
Which was a godsend. Because just as 5PM hit, her bladder started to ache. As if it had been artificially filled to the point where the dams were about to break if she as much as took one wrong step. If she messed up, she would fill the diaper with pee. And while that was absolutely what it was intended for, that didn’t mean she liked the idea of using it.
That was how she had ended up in her current situation. Slowly but surely going through the halls, muttering about how she had ended up like this. Whether it was accepting her Admiral’s offer, or accepting so many responsibilities around the base… Wait… did she plan for this to happen… By giving her so many tasks, and then springing this diaper stuff on her..?
No. Thoughts like those were forbidden. Her Admiral was loving and caring, in her own way. There was no way that this was a setup. She just had to accept that her body wasn’t doing well, and that she had to get to a bathroom as fast as possible.
Illustrious drew deep breaths with every step she took. She could feel her body trembling, her bladder leaking the smallest droplets. Not enough to cause a problem, but enough that she could feel it. One wrong move, and she’d be the poster girl for ruining her own reputation.
And as if the world wasn’t giving her a hard enough time already, her stomach was starting to ache once more. Not just in the way that made it painful, but it was like there was an actual cramp in there. Like somebody had tied a knot around it, pushing down on her stomach. It made her feel terrible, and distracted her from keeping it all inside. So much so that she could feel a sliver of pee running down her thigh…
N-No. She had to hold on. She could do this. She was the Admiral’s Secretary. She would not lose her dignity, nor her reputation, thanks to some terrible diaper. No matter how it made her feel, no matter how much her body wanted to use it, she would perservere.
Illustrious took bigger steps. Even as the diaper crinkled between her thighs. Even as the dress got in her way, preventing her from taking the best steps thanks to the length of it. Even as her breasts started to bounce and make it difficult to keep her body in perfect balance. She had to go through the risk to get to her destination.
“Please, just hold on…” She muttered quietly into the air, serving as the lone support she had. The extra pressure brought on by everything that made it harder to walk caused her bowels and her bladder to start agitating. She could feel the pee practically bubbling around inside her bladder, begging to be let out. Small droplets still pouring out with every passing moment as it waited for the chance to explode…
Her bowels weren’t doing great either. All the agitation caused her breakfast, and whatever was still left in her stomach from the night before, to fill up her colon until it was ready to burst just as much as her poor bladder was. No matter if it was the front or the back hole, she was about ready to call it quits just from the sheer strain it put on her. Honestly, the idea of using her diaper was growing increasingly tempting. If she just squatted down right then and there and just let it all out, she could probably get a new diaper and get rid of this one, and then she’d be…
“No, stop, don’t even…” Illustrious muttered to herself as she kept shaking her head. Those invasive thoughts were terrible. She was a proud girl. She was an adult more than that. Adults don’t squat down and make a mess of themselves. Adults use the toilet and deal with their business there. If she wanted to be seen as the respectable woman that she was, she needed to follow the same rules that human adults did.
Thankfully, there wasn’t far to her room. Just a few more steps, and she’d be able to head towards the toilet, sit down, let it all out, and then breathe a sigh of relief as she got done with her business. She could then show her Admiral that she had been dry the entire day, and then… yeah…
A small smile slowly made its way onto the white-haired Carrier’s face. Oh, the thought of winning against her body’s attempts to ruin her was a fantastic one. It was just a shame that her relief was the exact opposite of what she needed right at this moment…
Because that meant that her guard lowered. And once she lowered her guard, the dam burst. And the only thing she could do was let out a frantic and worried cry, as she became painfully aware of what she had just done and how terribly she had messed up.
Illustrious could feel the tears running down her face at the same time as the pee from her bladder practically exploded out from her urethra, completely soaking the front of her diaper. It wasn’t just a little tinkle or a bit of pee. No, it was basically a waterfall of pee. So much so that the front of that padding quickly grew just as yellow as her pee while it soaked it all up…
And once one dam burst, the other wasn’t far behind. A wet and sloppy *BRAAAP* echoed from between her cheeks, and the tears just wouldn’t stop pouring down the poor Carrier’s face. She knew what was coming, and at this point she couldn’t stop it.
One tiny push was all that she gave, to try and get it over with now that it couldn’t be stopped, and that was more than enough for the sloshing shit to flood its way out of her sphincter and into the back of her padding. Almost immediately, most of it managed to soak its way into the absorbent layers, but that only managed to make the experience worse by making the diaper just as brown and as sticky as the stuff inside it.
It wasn’t just all liquid either. There were nuggets of pure filth dropping onto her seat. Not enough to the point where she could feel it actively rubbing up against her back, but enough to add to the foul scent of the more watery parts of the mess. Anybody that passed by her would be able to tell that she had an accident. No matter how hard she’d try to hide it. No matter how much she wanted it to go away.
There was no point in going inside her room anymore. She would just be stinky in there, just like she was being stinky in the hallway. The only course of action was to return to the Admiral’s office. That way, she could get the change that she sorely needed… And she’d no doubt get teased in the process. But that was just something she had to accept. Because she had done the very thing she didn’t want to do…
“You… You utter fool…” Illustrious muttered as she slowly walked back the way she came. Waddling, not even bothering to be careful at this point. The tears running down her eyes made it clear that she had all but given up at this point. She just wanted to get done with all of this as fast as possible. No matter the shame…
Unfortunately for the stinky Carrier, going back to the Admiral’s Office around this time of day meant that plenty of the other ship girls were bound to notice her. It was a good thing she had already soiled herself, because keeping her bladder and her sphincter from letting loose when they looked at her would be impossible.
One of the girls that passed by her was the leading Destroyer Javelin, who she had helped just earlier in the day. And though she seemed to notice something off about the white-haired Carrier… She decided to repay her by saying nothing and just moving on. It was the least she could do for her after all of that.
“Unicorn smells something bad…” Another one of the girls that wandered past the sobbing Carrier without paying much mind to her condition was the adorable Unicorn, who hid her face up against her favorite plushie to try and ignore the smell in the air. Not knowing that the adult Carrier beside her had been the source of the smell.
More and more kept passing by her, with several of them commenting on the smell. None of them realizing it actually came from her. None of them tried to help her either, most of them preferring to just get away from the smell as quickly as possible. Which she was honestly grateful for. If anybody tried to ask her about it, she wasn’t sure what she would say…
“Smells like death…” Another one of the younger ship girls assigned to Maidens’ Dream, Erebus, spoke up as she passed by the older Carrier. Unlike most of them, she smiled a little. Though the scent was foul, it let her imagination run wild…
Finally, somebody actually stopped her. And that somebody was a girl that had once been in the running for the seat of Secretary that she currently held, and a fellow maid at heart…
“Illustrious? What’s the matter?” Belfast, the head maid aboard the base, noticed her fellow maiden swaying from side to side with every waddling step. “Goodness, what’s that awful smell..?” She said, pinching her nose as she tried to wave it away from her face. Critically unaware of what the source was.
The Carrier swallowed her spittle as she wiped her tears away, ever so slightly so she could look up at the maid. “I-I’m just a little tired. D-Do you mind leaving me alone, for just this little while?” She asked. Hoping that their mutual trust would earn her a little bit of time. Just enough so that she could speak with her Admiral.
“...Very well, Illustrious.” Belfast said, curtsying slightly. “You know you can rely on me, if you need it.” She said, smiling before patting the girl on the shoulder and leaving her be. Without realizing that any strange sounds or smells were coming straight from her soaked and even slightly leaking diaper…
Illustrious took a deep breath as she continued onward. She was lucky. Luckier than she had any right to be. Somehow they had all missed her mess. Somehow, they had let her go by without even checking her. She hoped this would continue should it happen in the future.
But for now, she made it to her destination. And thus, she softly knocked on the door to her Admiral’s office, waiting for an answer…
The door opened, and Asphodel’s gentle smile washed over her. “Little Lusty, my dear. What do you need?” She said, as if she had anticipated this the entire time. In fact, now that she let that nickname roll off her lips, it almost sounded too true.
“I… I need a change, Admiral…” Illustrious muttered, as she carefully lifted up her skirt to reveal the condition of her padding. And how thoroughly she had ruined it. Both in the front, and in the back. “P-Please. Pretty, pretty please…” She even begged for it, in the mildest manner she could.
Her Admiral smiled brightly as she listened to that adorable girl’s begging, before she shook her head. “I’m sorry, little Lusty. But to give you a change, I need to hear that you really, really need it. Do you think you can prove that to me?”
“I… I…” The Carrier said, before closing her own eyes and biting her lip, quietly swallowing before she spoke once more. “M-Mommy… P-Please change Little Lusty’s diaper…” She could feel the tears running down her face again. To be humiliated like this, three times in one day, was too much for her. She just wanted to get it over with…
Asphodel giggled as she heard the girl completely lose it. “Good girl, Little Lusty.” She chimed, before picking her up and carrying her inside, closing the door behind her as she walked over to her desk, all the supplies already prepared for her.
Changing her diaper didn’t take long. Or at least if it took long, Illustrious blocked out most of the process by just trying to ignore what was going on. She didn’t want to confront the reality that she was little more than a diaper-messing girl. She just wanted to be dry…
She was brought out of her spiral by a kiss on her cheek, and the sound of a dry diaper squishing between her thighs. Getting changed… Was that fast? Was it fast? She really couldn’t tell, due to the aforementioned mental block.
“What a good girl you’ve been, Little Lusty.” Asphodel chimed, as she kissed her on the cheek again. “Now, if you make another mess in your diapy, and you need somebody to help change you, just come by and ask for Mommy. Okay?”
Illustrious nodded slowly as she sat back up, noticing that her diaper was a bit thicker, before climbing off the table. “T...Thanks, Mommy.” She muttered, before quietly heading right back out the office. The less time she spent there, the better. The less time she had to dwell on her current situation, the less of a chance there was for her to lose herself to these terrible things.
Her Admiral watched with a smile. She had to make sure the girl could handle herself. Perhaps a few diapers in her room, so she could continue her fall. All without her input.
She couldn’t wait to see her call herself a baby, she had already made such great progress...
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Morning came and went for the Carrier, her situation already having worsened by the fact that she woke up in a wet diaper. Thankfully, as her Admiral had thought ahead to try and give her a hand, it wasn’t hard to deal with. Sure, she was embarrassed, but since she now had a stash of the damned undergarments, changing herself wasn’t an issue…
But it did leave her with a weary mind as she walked through the park near the base, sighing as she watched the sun above. Never in her life did Illustrious expect to be stuck like this. Stuck wearing a diaper, and needing it too. How did she grow this weak? To make matters worse, how did she get this weak so quickly? She had only just started wearing them, and she already had an accident.
“Admiral, were you trying to tell me something with this..?” The white-haired Carrier muttered as she slowly squished her thighs together. The dry and soft crinkle was a relief to her, as it meant that she hadn’t made a mess when she wasn’t aware of it. If that ever happened, she really wouldn’t be able to think of herself as an adult.
She slowly looked towards the park, smiling softly as the greenery gently waved thanks to the wind blowing past. This was a little piece of heaven on earth. When the Destroyers had first arrived, and when she was assigned to be her Admiral’s secretary, this was where she spent time learning about them and getting to know what they were like. Especially the feisty Javelin, who always seemed ready to duke it out with whoever wanted to take shots at them.
Ah. Just letting her mind wander was enough to calm her nerves. She didn’t have to worry too much about what could happen, as long as she had something to distract her. Maybe she should arrange a little picnic with the Destroyers, after their next excursion. Then… Maybe they’d be able to keep her little secret.
Illustrious blushed a little as she went towards one of the benches near the park, only for her stomach to start cramping. Not just a little either, a strong cramp. Like something was stuck inside her stomach, trying to force its way back out of her. How could this be? She hadn’t eaten anything since going to bed. At least, nothing filling. Just a little piece of toast…
“Why can’t this stop happening to me..?” She muttered quietly as she took a deep breath, using the focus to quickly start moving towards the toilets that were closer to the base’s main building. If she couldn’t make it back to her room to change, at least she could try and use a public restroom.
Normally, she would be able to go at a brisk pace. But thanks to a combination of her body still trying to shake off her morning hours, her stomach tossing and turning with every step she took, and the sheer fact that the park was a little further away from the toilets than she was from her room the day before… And there was no way that she’d make it in time. Even with her attempts at keeping it all inside.
Illustrious could feel her vision growing hazy as she tried to hold one hand on her crinkly bottom, letting the palm sink into the padding to try and focus… But all that it did was cause her to lose more energy. By straining herself both physically and mentally, she almost fell down onto her knees, too far away from the toilets for her to make any sort of difference.
She could feel the despair filling her heart. She had tried so hard yesterday, and she almost made it. Now she barely even got halfway, and she already gave up? Was she regressing? To her, the answer could only be yes, and the way her stomach kept on screaming in its own way didn’t help matters at all.
Her hands went from her poor bum onto her tummy as she tried to at least ease the pressure, wincing as every little movement caused her poor bowels to shift and release a little bit more of their contents into the rest of her anal canal.
By the time a wet fart, loudly announcing its departure with a *FRRRRT*, slipped out from between her cheeks… She couldn’t stop it. All she could do was sniffle as the tears ran down her cheeks, accepting defeat when she had barely put up a fight.
Illustrious’ pristine diaper, which was supposed to protect her, quickly grew brown as it started to crinkle and sag from the wet mess falling into it. And it wasn’t the only wet element to stain the inside of the padding, her pee did much the same thing, soaking into the front of her diaper and turning it a deep yellow…
Once she had started messing her pampers, she didn’t stop. Everything that had been stuck inside her, no matter how insignificant, was pushed out. Whether it was tiny nuggets or longer serpentine coils of poopy, it all flooded its way out. How she had managed to build up that much over such a short period of time was anybody’s guess..
She really didn’t care though. Not how, nor why, she ended up like this. All she cared about was the fact that she still hated it with every fiber of her being. Why was she the only one subjected to this humiliation. Was this some form of planned obsolescence? Was she going to be scrapped and replaced with another Carrier?
The thoughts drifted through Illustrious’ mind as she wiped away the tears running down her cheeks, her heart pounding against her chest… Only for a single strange feeling to pour through her. One that wasn’t filled with sadness. One that almost felt good…
It was a sense of warmth that she hadn’t felt in a long time. Like, the kind of warmth she felt whenever she was in her Admiral’s arms. When she teased her about being a big girl and enjoying hugs like a child… Where was this warmth coming from?
She let her hand slowly slide down her body as she tried to figure out where the source of the warmth was. It wasn’t her chest, and it wasn’t her stomach. So she went lower, and lower, until…
A blush brushed past Illustrious’ cheeks. There… There had to be a mistake. She couldn’t be enjoying this. There was no way that a proud Carrier like her, the Admiral’s secretary herself, was enjoying this humiliation.
But the evidence was right there in front of her. By carefully sliding her hand in between the waistband and her stomach, she was able to put her fingers up against her dripping pussy… And she felt that overwhelming warmth radiating off it. She… She was getting off to her own humiliation…
As that fact sunk into her mind, she realized… She wasn’t as much displeased about the way she had filled her diaper… More about the humiliation itself. She hated that she had done it, but… She didn’t dislike the act itself. Maybe if she had been in private quarters, and prepared for it… She wouldn’t be feeling this way…
Illustrious slowly bit into her lip as she let her fingers grind up against her pussy. Slowly. Carefully. She didn’t understand why she wasn’t disgusted. She didn’t understand why this was as hot as it was. And frankly, she hardly realized she was doing it, because her mind was far too focused on the paradox laid out in front of her.
When looking at the facts, two things stood out. She had been given diapers by her Admiral, and then she had lost complete control over herself. The former was humiliating, but what had caused the latter? Surely, it added to the humiliation… But since she now needed the former, did it really matter why she was messing herself?
A moan squeezed out between her lips as she continued trying to understand her situation, her fingers actively pushing themselves in and out between her lower lips. She needed more of that pleasure, to get closer to a climax so she wouldn’t have to worry…
The fact that she was laying on the ground, with her hand down her diaper, masturbating while the scent from her foul mess continued to waft through the air… It was a wonder nobody had noticed her. Not just because of how openly she was pleasuring herself, but because of just who she was. If she thought she would’ve been ruined by having a dirty diaper, getting caught masturbating in one was even worse.
As soon as her own scent reached up to her nostrils and really reached deep inside, the foul smell was enough to snap her out of her pleasure-riddled and paradox-laden trance, realizing what she had been doing. And without a word, she got back up and quickly started heading back towards her room.
“G-Gotta… Gotta remember, you’re an adult, Illustrious. You don’t do these things…” Illustrious muttered to herself, not really believing in her words, as she firmly gripped her wrist. She wasn’t going to fall victim to her own needs and wants again. Not when she still had all of this lingering humiliation flowing through her mind.
...If anything, she knew one thing for sure. Should she choose to play with herself while in a diaper, she would wait until she came back later in the evening. Then, and only then, would she have time to herself…
She just hoped she wouldn’t ruin herself further throughout the day.
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Night had fallen. And Illustrious… Well, she was happy for a change. And she honestly couldn’t believe it either, because everything had pointed towards today being a terrible day.
But no. After the accident in the park, she had managed to stay mostly controlled. She had managed to avoid making a complete mess of herself. She didn’t even soil her diaper, because she had managed to get to the toilet before it got too bad.
As she quietly stood within her room, she slowly looked at herself in the mirror, smiling as she noticed the exhausted and saddened lines from earlier in the day, when she had woken up in a dirty diaper, were now gone. Replaced with the usual gentle lines. When everything was alright, she radiated kindness and warmth, just like this.
“You’ve been such a good girl, Illustrious.” She told herself as she slowly lifted up her skirt, the smile staying on her face… even as she revealed the damage that had been done throughout the day. “Such a good, yet awfully naughty girl…” She giggled, as she had come to accept this result.
While she had managed to get to the toilet several times, she had not been able to save herself from the accidents that involved peeing herself. Partly because they were a lot more abrupt than her stomach throwing a fit, and partly because of the realization that nobody could really smell it. And thus…
Her diaper, which had been white not long before lunch, was now thoroughly soaked and terribly yellowed. It even sagged so much that it looked like it was reaching past her knees. But it wasn’t just filled with pee, and grabbing it would reveal as much, as there was a slight hint of stickiness to it.
Every time Illustrious had peed herself throughout the day, she had let a little pussy juice leak out alongside it. An immodest mild orgasm, each of which had piled on top of one another… Right up until this point. When she was all alone, and she could actually act on her desires.
“You know what naughty girls do, don’t you, Illustrious?” She asked herself, looking in the mirror with that inviting smile. If anything, she was trying to emulate the behavior that her Admiral had shown her. She was always so maternal. So teasing. And what better way to ‘reward herself’ than to act like the woman that cared so much for her, to the point of putting her back in diapers when she needed it most?
The answer to her own question happened to be a simple one, as she sat down on her bed, causing the thoroughly soaked diaper to squish and slosh thanks to the sheer amount of liquid it had soaked up. With that thing hefted between her thighs, there was no way she could resist…
Illustrious slid a hand down her diaper, looking straight at the mirror while reaching as far down as she could… Only to then slide her fingers into her waterfall of a pussy, immediately letting out a wonderful moan as the pleasure poured through her.
Merely masturbating wasn’t enough. She had built up a mild tolerance to it. To make sure she got the most out of her newfound love for these things, she had to get them more involved. And so she used her free hand to push up against the padded surface. This pushed her hand further into her lower lips, while also squishing the wet diaper against her thighs and making her tremble as a result.
It felt so strange to do this. It felt strange to enjoy herself. But at the same time, it felt just right. Like she was finally satisfying an itch that she had left unscratched for years. It felt utterly fantastic as the pleasure poured through her, the moans still flowing out from her lips at an incredible pace.
The more she played with her pussy and her diaper, the more she climbed. Like the naughty little girl that she was. Only naughty girls went peepee in their diapers. Only naughty girls used their wet diapers to masturbate. And naughty girls would do anything to cum. So if she couldn’t cum just by masturbating like this…
Illustrious let out another moan as she let her massaging hand slip off her diaper and up to her breasts, yanking her top down to expose her breasts. Those matured mounds that should mark her as an adult. But she knew better now. She knew so much better.
Her free hand squeezed around her breast, while her finger pinched her nipple and forced yet another powerful moan from her lips. It felt so good to indulge her needs like this. It felt almost phantasmal. Like she was dreaming, and this was the culmination of it all. Like she could just open her eyes and blue-ball herself again…
*FFFRRRRRTTT*
Ahhh… There went her stomach again. Just as she got in the mood, she could feel the pressure building inside. Almost as if on cue. She wasn’t allowed to have any fun, without it getting in the way.
But at the same time… She was all alone. Nobody was going to notice her, if she made a mess in her pampers. And since she was already masturbating, soaking her juices into the thing without even batting an eye… What was the point in holding back?
“Ehehehe… Lusty…” Illustrious asked herself, still looking into the mirror as she continued to play with herself, even as she felt her stomach twisting and turning. “Are you sure you want to make a mess? You’ll stop being a naughty girl if you do. You’ll be nothing more than a big, naughty and dirty baby, if you push it all out…”
She had to tease herself this way. To remind herself what she was doing. So she could go past it, ignoring her worries. Because she was too horny to care. She was too into this experience to worry about the humiliation any longer…
And so she let her guard down completely, just carefully pushing. Just a gentle nudge to help it out of her bowels, while she smiled at herself in the mirror.
“It’s okay. Lusty’s fine with being a big, poopy baby…” She giggled to herself, as she trembled and felt the poopy rushing through her ass. It wouldn’t be long before that soaked diaper of hers would turn as brown as all the dirty stuff she had been storing inside her…
She didn’t mind. If anything, she prepared herself. One hand pressing against the back of her diaper, as she closed her eyes and slowly felt the crinkly garment grow warmer. Mostly from the pee that hadn’t soaked into the padding slowly rolling down and pre-soaking the diaper, to keep it nice and warm.
As soon as she felt the first little splash of filth flow out of her, the stench started to waft through the room. A stench she had previously been repulsed by. Now? It was comforting. And especially arousing, as she forced her hand to press up against her diaper, forcing the mess to coat her poor cheeks…
It felt amazing. Illustrious had never really indulged herself like this. It had been a disgusting thing just a day ago. But now it felt like the best experience she ever could’ve gone through. She felt amazing, pushing her poopy pampers up against her butt, spreading out all the messy waste that kept pouring out from between her cheeks.
“Poor Lusty, the poopiest baby at Maiden’s Dream…” She muttered to herself, drool running down her chin as she continued masturbating both with her pussy and with her diaper, panting and whining as the sensations spiked through her again and again. The more she enjoyed herself, the more her dirty padding grew heavier as the flow of her inner filth intensified…
She didn’t stop. No matter how much she teased herself. No matter how much poopy poured its way into her seat, and how smelly it got as a result. Nobody knew that she was doing this. Nobody would ever know. And that was why she loved doing this. This was the chance she had to just… be herself. So what if that self was now a completely messing-addicted baby slut..?
“Haaaah…” Illustrious panted, as her eyes rolled into the back of her head, most of her fingers having found their way into her pussy at this point as she forced herself further and further across the climactic line. “Lusty’s… Lusty’s..!” She cried out, the crinkles from the seat of her diaper growing far and few between due to just how much she had pumped into it, the diaper growing so heavy that the thing was making it literally impossible to close her legs.
Not that she needed them. Because she knew what she was. She just needed to let the words flow off her lips, and she could seal her fate. Once she said it, she couldn’t take it back. She knew it would spell the end for her… Because her Admiral would find out about this. Somehow, someway, she’d find out. Just like she found out about her growing need for these thick and wonderful diapers.
But she didn’t care. She just wanted to cum, like the naughty baby that she was at heart.
“Lusty’s… Lusty’s the littlest, lewdest, poopiest baby..! Lusty can’t hold it in! Lusty loves when she fills her pampers..! Lusty loves having poopy in her diapers! Lusty loves playing with her poopy diapy! Lusty loves the poopy rubbing against her naughty bits! Lusty’s not an adult… Lusty is…!”
“Lusty’s a little, poopy, baby!”
With her infantile declaration made, she jammed her hands as deep as they could go, as she couldn’t hold back any longer. The floodgates opened, and juices kept rushing out and around her hand, soaking into her diaper and completing her climax. She felt like she had just lifted a massive weight off her shoulder, by convincing herself that she wasn’t anywhere close to being an adult…
She giggled. Little Lusty giggled like the baby she was. Feeling her body trembling as she drooled, her mind trying to catch back up. The orgasm had practically shattered her mind, leaving her completely unable to comprehend her surroundings. All she could do was drool and play a bit more with herself, as she endured the slow process of afterglow…
In the midst of this wonderful moment of pleasure, she hardly noticed that her poor bladder had been overworked. She could feel the pee rushing down her hand and into her diaper, but she didn’t really take note of it. Because it was just what a baby did when they climaxed. They’d lose control of themselves. They’d go peepee and poopy, as long as they had anything left in them to release.
“Lusty’s… Lusty’s a little poopy baby…” She giggled to herself. But she didn’t recognize her own voice. No, her mind was so far gone that she imagined the voice of her Admiral in her place, whispering her own words to her like they were supposed to comfort her. Like they were supposed to emphasize her new role in life as a baby…
As she continued to absentmindedly squish her diaper, she didn’t notice that it had finally reached beyond its capacity. The pee from her climax was leaking out through the sides, soaking into the bed below. But it didn’t matter. It was just something that babies did. Sometimes, they had so much fun that they made a mess.
Maybe if she stopped muttering her ‘Mommy’s comforting and convincing words to herself, she’d realize what she had done. But for now, she was content to just slowly lay down and rest her head, giggling all the while.
Her body was tired. Her mind was still recovering. And her diaper was so full that she definitely needed to change herself when she woke up. But if there was one thing that was certain…
Little Lusty was happy. And she was looking forward to another day of poopy fun, as the littlest baby at Maidens’ Dream...
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Morning came once more. And with it, a clean diaper for the Carrier who had become addicted. She was ready to take on the day, without worrying about the thing between her thighs. Because at this point, she was more than happy with it. She was downright delighted to be a messy girl…
Which was why she wasn’t bothered when her stomach threw another hissy fit on the way to the cafeteria. She quietly and covertly squatted down ever slightly, and just let out a sigh as she filled her seat once again. Even the fact that she was clearly leaking juices into her diaper wasn’t a concern to her. She’d just have to have some fun later tonight…
“Ahhh…” Illustrious muttered to herself, giggling as she looked at her reflection in one of the windows. “Little Lusty’s making big messes still… What a shame.” She muttered, pouting a little. She loved it, but it wasn’t a good thing. If she kept going through them this quickly, she’d run out before the end of the week.
Then again, since she was now hooked… Her Admiral would probably help her get many more. And then they could have fun together. Mmhm, just the two of them, her and her Mommy…
“Mommy’ll be so happy…” The white-haired Carrier giggled as she almost skipped down the hall. Ignoring the mess that had once been a plight. But there were still a few thoughts running through her mind…
It didn’t make sense for her to be the only Baby, now did it? Sure, she was definitely the littlest… But she could use a couple of sisters, couldn’t she?
No. She shouldn’t. But if the chance ever arose… Oh, she’d be the happiest little baby. And she’d spoil her fellow baby sisters, until they were just as addicted as her…
Little Lusty giggled to herself, and carried on with her day like nothing had happened. Loving both her adult side, and her baby side, all at the same time...