Beth was dressed as a boy, as she was drinking cider and smashing windows in the street. Her cap was pulled low over her eyes, hiding her braids. The glass shattered with a satisfying crash, spraying glittering shards across the cobblestones near the tobacco shop. She took another swig from the bottle, the sweet, sharp tang burning her throat. It felt reckless, dangerous. Freeing. Around her, other boys whooped and hollered, kicking over barrels, starting small fires in trash bins. No adults scolded them. No constables appeared. This was Pleasure Island, after all. Paradise for the wicked. Beth grinned, a fierce, unfamiliar expression. She smashed another window, the noise echoing down the street. For the first time in her life, she wasn't Beth the obedient daughter.
She was just another stupid little boy, lost in the chaos.
The thrill was electric, buzzing under her skin like trapped wasps. She joined a group tearing down a wooden signpost, laughing as it splintered under their combined weight. The laughter felt raw, too loud in her own ears. She grabbed another bottle of cider from an overflowing crate, the glass cool and slick in her hand. She didn't even like the taste much, but the act of drinking it felt like rebellion, a middle finger to the quiet, rule-bound life she’d left behind. The air smelled of smoke, cheap liquor, and the salty tang of the sea. Freedom tasted like ashes and stolen sweetness. She threw the empty bottle. It exploded against a lamppost.
Near the wrecked tobacco shop, a small, crooked stall stood miraculously untouched. Its canvas awning flapped in the breeze. Inside, neat rows of dark cigars gleamed under a single, swaying lantern. Beth hesitated only a second. She pushed past a boy wrestling with a barrel of apples, ignoring his grunt. Grabbing a thick, oily cigar, she fumbled with a match. The sulfurous scratch, the sudden flare, felt dangerous. She sucked in a deep drag, the acrid smoke hitting her lungs like a punch. She coughed violently, eyes watering, but forced herself to take another pull. It burned, bitter and harsh, nothing like the sweet cider. Around her, other boys cheered, puffing on their own stolen cigars, their faces flushed with a feverish excitement that mirrored her own pounding heart. She blew out a thin stream of smoke, trying to look like she’d done this a thousand times.
The smoke curled around her head, thick and cloying. It mingled with the stink of spilled ale and sweat. She leaned against the stall’s splintered wood, watching the chaos unfold. A group nearby was setting fire to a pile of discarded clothes, the flames casting long, dancing shadows. The cigar’s tip glowed like a malevolent eye in the gloom. She took another drag, smaller this time, the nausea less immediate but still churning in her gut. A strange, prickling heat spread across her scalp beneath her cap. She scratched absently, her fingers brushing something unfamiliar – a roughness, like coarse velvet, just above her ears. She dismissed it. Probably just sweat and grime. The noise was deafening: shattering glass, drunken shouts, the crackle of flames, and beneath it all, the constant, rhythmic crash of waves against the island’s rocky shore.
Nearby, a boy with wild eyes staggered past, clutching a stolen bottle of rum. He stumbled into a display window of a boarded-up sweetshop. The glass was thick, frosted, but cracked under his weight. He laughed, a high, manic sound, and kicked it again. Why not? Beth thought. The cigar felt like rebellion in her hand, but glass… glass breaking was pure release. She pushed off the stall. Her boots crunched over debris – splintered wood, broken crockery, the glittering dust of shattered windows. The sweet shop window beckoned, a large, untouched pane reflecting the flickering orange light of distant fires. She hefted a chunk of brick she found lying in the gutter. It felt solid, satisfyingly heavy. She drew her arm back, the rough edges biting into her palm, and threw. The impact was a sharp, crystalline explosion. Shards rained down like jagged hail, scattering across the cobblestones inside the dark shop. The sound was cleaner than the tobacco shop’s window, sharper. It echoed, a brief, violent punctuation in the night’s cacophony. She grinned, the cigar clamped between her teeth.
That felt better. Raw. Necessary.
A gust of wind, thick with the smell of brine and burning trash, whipped down the street. It tugged at her cap, threatening to dislodge it. She clamped a hand down, pressing the rough wool firmly onto her head. The strange heat on her scalp intensified, a persistent itch now. She ignored it, focusing on the path ahead, weaving through knots of shouting boys and smoldering piles of wreckage. The main thoroughfare curved, lined with gutted stalls and vandalized attractions – a carousel with its painted horses decapitated, a ring-toss booth reduced to kindling. Beyond it, rising like a jagged tooth against the moonlit sky, stood the Haunted House. It wasn’t like the cheerful, painted spook houses she’d seen pictures of in town fairs. This was immense, built of dark, weathered timber that seemed to absorb the feeble light. Towers leaned precariously, crowned with crooked, slate roofs. Gaping, empty windows stared down like hollow eye sockets. A wrought-iron fence, half-collapsed and choked with dead vines, surrounded it. The sign above the yawning entrance had once been grand, but now hung askew, the faded letters barely legible: "LADY OF LAMENT'S LOOMING." It looked less like an attraction and more like a tomb that had clawed its way out of the earth.
Boys streamed towards its entrance, drawn by the promise of new thrills. They pushed and shoved, disappearing into the cavernous darkness beyond the broken doors. Beth hesitated at the edge of the crowd, the cigar suddenly bitter and heavy in her mouth. The wild energy felt different here, colder, edged with a nervous anticipation that prickled her skin. She spat the cigar stub onto the ground, grinding it under her heel. As she scanned the jostling figures, her gaze snagged. Not all the shapes pushing towards the entrance moved with the same rough, boyish swagger. There, near the crumbling gatepost, a smaller figure stumbled. The cap was pulled low, but as the figure turned to avoid a shove, the lantern light flickered across a smooth, delicate jawline entirely devoid of stubble. And beneath the cap’s edge, a single, tightly woven braid escaped, a flash of dark hair against the grimy collar of an oversized jacket. Beth’s breath hitched. A girl? Then another, slightly taller, head down, but the curve of the hip beneath baggy trousers was unmistakably feminine. Her eyes narrowed, sharpening her focus against the chaotic gloom. There! And another! Little girls, disguised just like her, vanishing into the Haunted House’s maw.
A cold knot of unease tightened in Beth’s stomach, sharper than the cigar smoke ever was. She’d been so caught up in her own disguise, her own rebellion, she hadn’t even considered others might be here. Girls weren’t supposed to be on Pleasure Island. The Coachman collected boys. Stupid little boys. The whispered warnings had dropped about the island being illegal, notorious, echoed with new menace. Why were girls here? What happened to girls who broke the rules on an island designed to punish rule-breakers? The coarse itch on her scalp flared again, a persistent, annoying heat. She scratched fiercely, her fingers tangling in something thicker than hair beneath the cap. She pulled her hand away, staring. Was that… dirt? Or something else? She shook her head, pushing the thought away. The girls were disappearing inside. Driven by a sudden, fierce curiosity that overrode the unease, Beth shoved forward, joining the chaotic flow into the Lady of Lament’s Looming.
The air inside the Haunted House hit her like a damp, moldy blanket. It was thick with the smell of decayed wood, wet earth, and something vaguely sweet and rotten. The only light came from flickering, guttering candles set in sconces along the warped wooden walls, casting long, leaping shadows. The noise of the outside chaos faded, replaced by an oppressive silence broken only by the creak of the ancient structure and the nervous whispers and forced laughter of the boys – and girls – exploring. The corridor stretched ahead, lined with dusty, cobweb-draped portraits whose eyes seemed to follow them. Beth kept her own eyes peeled, scanning the shifting figures in the gloom. There! Near a suit of armor that looked disturbingly real, she spotted the smaller girl again, peering into a dark alcove. The girl turned, her cap askew, revealing wide, frightened eyes and the distinct curve of a cheek that was too soft, too young. She pushed towards her.
The girl jumped as Beth touched her arm. "You shouldn't be here," Beth hissed, her voice low and urgent, barely audible over the thudding of her own heart. "This place... it's not for us. I think I'm starting to see that now." The girl’s eyes widened further, recognition dawning that Beth was also a girl beneath the disguise. "I... I just wanted to see," the girl whispered, her voice trembling. "It looked exciting." Before Beth could reply, a wave of raucous laughter erupted from a group of boys further down the hall. They were gathered around a grotesque fountain, its stone basin filled not with water, but with thick, dark, bubbling molasses. "Drink up, lads!" one boy yelled, scooping a handful and slurping it down, his face smeared with the sticky mess. "Sweet as sin!" The smaller girl watched, a flicker of that same feverish excitement Beth had felt earlier crossing her face.
Beth felt a sharp pang of dread. The air seemed to thicken, the sweet-rotten smell intensifying. She watched as the boys jostled each other, greedily gulping the molasses, their laughter turning guttural, almost animalistic. One boy, shorter than the rest, stumbled back, clutching his stomach. "Ugh," he groaned, his voice suddenly deeper, rougher. "Feels... heavy." He burped, a wet, unpleasant sound. Another boy beside him snorted, wiping molasses from his chin with the back of his hand. His nose seemed... flatter? Wider? Beth blinked, trying to clear the dim candlelight from her eyes. Was it just the shadows? The smaller girl took a hesitant step towards the fountain, drawn by the forbidden sweetness. "Don't!" Beth hissed again, grabbing her arm tighter. "Look at them! Something's... wrong." The first boy groaned louder, dropping to his knees. His jacket strained across his back, shoulders hunched forward unnaturally. His groans morphed into low, guttural grunts.
The girl wrenched her arm free, her eyes fixed on the bubbling molasses. "It's just candy!" she insisted, her voice trembling with defiance and a desperate need to belong. "They're just being silly!" She darted forward, pushing past a boy whose ears looked strangely large under his cap. Beth lunged after her, but a surge of bigger boys knocked her aside. She stumbled against the cold stone wall, the rough timber scraping her cheek. When she looked up, the girl was at the fountain's edge, scooping a handful of the dark, viscous liquid. She brought it to her lips, hesitating only a second before taking a large gulp. Her eyes widened – not in pleasure, but in surprise, then discomfort. She coughed, a wet, snuffling sound. Beth watched, frozen, as the girl wiped her mouth. Her hand... her fingers seemed stubby, the knuckles pronounced. The girl looked down at her own hand, a flicker of confusion replacing the excitement. A low, involuntary grunt escaped her lips. It wasn't a human sound.
Panic surged through Beth. She shoved her way through the knot of boys still clustered around the fountain, ignoring their shoves and curses. She grabbed the girl’s shoulder, spinning her around. "Spit it out! Now!" she yelled. The girl’s eyes were wide with dawning terror now. She opened her mouth, but instead of words, a choked, gurgling sound erupted. Her jaw seemed to lengthen, pushing forward beneath her skin. The girl stumbled back, clutching her throat, a strangled sound escaping her. Her jacket ripped at the seams across her broadening shoulders. Beth tried to pull her away, but the smaller girl suddenly bucked with surprising strength, her foot lashing out. The kick caught Beth square in the stomach, knocking the wind from her lungs. She reeled backwards, arms flailing for balance. Her heel caught the uneven lip of the fountain basin. With a cry, she toppled backwards into the thick, dark molasses.
The world plunged into suffocating darkness and sickening sweetness. The viscous liquid filled her nose, her mouth, her ears. It was warm, cloying, tasting of burnt sugar and decay. She thrashed, desperate for air, her hands slipping on the slimy stone. Her lungs burned. Finally, her head broke the surface. She gasped, choking, spitting out the foul syrup. She clawed at the edge, hauling herself up and out, collapsing onto the cold stone floor, retching. Molasses coated her, dripping from her hair, her clothes, stinging her eyes.
She wiped frantically at her face, blinking through the sticky mess.
Silence. The oppressive quiet hit her harder than the fall. The raucous laughter, the shoving, the guttural groans – all gone. Only the drip, drip of molasses from the fountain and the creak of the ancient house remained. She pushed herself up, trembling. Where were they? The boys? The girl? The fountain basin was empty save for the bubbling dark liquid. She looked around, her breath catching in her throat. The corridor was dimly lit, shadows dancing wildly. But the figures weren't boys anymore. Several large, shaggy donkeys stood calmly where the boys had been. They wore tattered remnants of boys' clothing – jackets split down the back, trousers hanging loose around their haunches, caps perched absurdly on their long, furry ears. They moved with a slow, placid grace, nosing at the cobweb-draped walls or simply standing, their dark eyes reflecting the candlelight with vacant calm. They were utterly relaxed, chewing silently, oblivious to the horror of their transformation.
Her gaze snapped to the spot where the girl had been. Not a donkey. Something smaller, pinker. A little pig, snuffling at the stone floor near the fountain's edge. It wore the oversized jacket Beth had seen earlier, the sleeves dragging. It grunted softly, rooting through a pile of discarded rags that might have been the girl's trousers. The cap lay nearby, trampled. The pig ignored it, focused entirely on the floor, its small trotters scraping against the stone. A wave of pure, icy terror washed over Beth, colder than the molasses coating her skin. The curse. It wasn't just for boys. It was happening. Right here. Right now. And she had swallowed the molasses.
A sudden, sharp cramp twisted her gut. She doubled over, gasping. Not nausea. Something deeper. A grinding, shifting sensation inside her, like bones rearranging. The coarse itch on her scalp exploded into a burning heat that spread down her neck and across her shoulders. She clawed at her head, fingers scraping against something thick and wiry pushing through her skin beneath the cap. Her breath came in short, panicked bursts. Run. The thought screamed through her mind. Run before they see! Before it finishes! She staggered upright, ignoring the protesting ache in her stomach and the terrifying new texture beneath her fingers. She turned from the placid donkeys and the oblivious pig and fled deeper into the Lady of Lament's Looming.
The flickering candlelight seemed to warp and stretch the corridors into impossible shapes. Doors yawned open to reveal only brick walls or sheer drops into darkness. Staircases spiraled upwards into nothingness or descended into black pits that reeked of damp earth and decay. Beth ran blindly, driven by pure animal panic, her boots slipping on slimy flagstones. Every turn felt wrong. Every shadow seemed to reach for her with grasping fingers. The burning sensation intensified, spreading down her spine. Her clothes felt suddenly tight, constricting, the rough wool of her trousers chafing against skin that felt hot and strangely sensitive. A low, involuntary grunt escaped her lips – a sound far too close to the pig’s snuffling. She clapped a hand over her mouth, her fingers feeling thick, clumsy.
She burst into a vast, derelict ballroom. Moonlight streamed through a shattered stained-glass window, casting fractured colors across a floor thick with dust and rodent droppings. Broken chandeliers hung like skeletal hands. In the center stood a grand piano, its lid gaping open like a wound. Beth leaned against it, gasping, trying to orient herself. The grinding sensation in her gut was constant now, a deep ache that made her want to curl up. Her scalp itched furiously beneath the cap. She tore it off. Thick, coarse bristles, stiff and pinkish-grey, had sprouted in patches across her skull, pushing through her sweat-dampened braids. She stared at her hands in the fractured moonlight. Her fingernails looked darker, thicker, almost like… hooves? Panic surged again, raw and overwhelming. Think! But coherent thought was dissolving, replaced by a primal urge to flee, to hide, to burrow.
She stumbled away from the piano, deeper into the shadows at the ballroom’s edge. A heavy velvet curtain hung partially open, revealing a narrow servants' passage. She ducked inside, the air instantly colder, smelling of mildew and old stone. Cobwebs brushed her face like ghostly fingers. The passage twisted, branched, became a warren of low-ceilinged corridors. She ran, hunched over now as the ache in her spine intensified, forcing her posture lower. Her boots felt clumsy, enormous. They scraped loudly on the flagstones, echoing in the confined space. Was that her own breathing? It sounded wet, snuffling. She rounded a corner and slammed into a dead end – a solid brick wall. Trapped. The burning heat spread across her shoulders and down her back. Her jacket felt impossibly tight, seams straining. A low, terrified whimper escaped her, sounding distinctly porcine.
She clawed at the jacket buttons. Her fingers were thick, stiff, the knuckles swollen and aching. The coarse, pinkish-grey bristles on her head had spread down her neck, prickling against the rough wool collar. She finally ripped the jacket open. Beneath her shirt, her skin felt hot and tight. She yanked the shirt hem up. Her stomach was distended, bloated. Worse, a ridge of coarse, dark hair ran down her spine, thickening as it went. Panic became pure terror. She pressed her back against the cold brick, trying to push the change back. It didn’t work. The grinding sensation in her gut became a violent churning. She doubled over, retching violently. Nothing came up but bile and the lingering taste of molasses. Her trousers felt like a vise around her hips and thighs. She kicked off her boots. Her feet… they were changing. The toes felt fused, stiffening, pushing against the worn leather of her socks. The nails were definitely thicker, darker, harder. Hooves forming.
She staggered, trying to balance on feet that felt alien and clumsy. The pressure in her trousers became unbearable. There was a sudden, sharp rip of fabric near the base of her spine. Something pushed free – a small, pink, tightly curled tail, twitching spasmodically against the cold air. She gasped, a wet, snuffling sound. Her face felt numb, then intensely hot. Her jaw ached, the bones shifting, pushing forward. Her nose tingled, then burned, flattening and widening. She touched her face. Her skin felt loose, rubbery. Her upper lip felt thick, stiff, pulling away from her teeth. She tried to scream. What came out was a high-pitched, terrified squeal. A pig’s squeal. Her vision blurred, the dim passageway swimming. Shapes became indistinct blobs of shadow. Her sense of smell exploded – the mildew, the damp stone, her own fear-sweat, all magnified a hundredfold, overwhelming. The world shrank to the sensations hammering her transforming body.
Panic drove her forward on stiffening legs. She ran, or tried to. Her gait became a stumbling, jerking waddle. The ground seemed to rush up towards her. Or was she sinking? Shrinking? Her clothes hung loose, then baggy, then engulfed her. The rough wool trousers pooled around her ankles, tripping her. She kicked free, the fabric tearing further. The jacket sleeves flopped absurdly over her shoulders. Her perspective tilted wildly. The brick walls of the dead-end passage loomed impossibly high, towering cliffs of grimy stone. The ceiling pressed down. She was shrinking, rapidly. Her human thoughts fragmented, dissolving like smoke. Hunger. A sudden, gnawing, overwhelming hunger. Safety. Darkness. Burrow. The words were gone, replaced by primal urges. The coarse pinkish-grey bristles now covered her entire body, thick and wiry. Her spine arched, her snout pushed fully forward, wet and quivering. Her trotters, small and hard, scraped the cold flagstones. She was small. Very small. A little pink pig, trembling in the vast, terrifying ruins of her own clothes.
The smell was everything. Mildew, ancient dust, the lingering tang of molasses far away, the sharp bite of her own fear – each odor was a crashing wave of information. She squealed again, a thin, terrified sound echoing in the cramped passage. The sound startled her, amplifying the fear. Run. Hide. She scrambled away from the pile of clothes, her tiny trotters slipping on the slick stone. The passage seemed endless now, a labyrinth of towering shadows. She ran blindly, driven by pure instinct, her small body vibrating with terror. Every creak of the ancient house above was a thunderclap. Every distant shout were there still shouts? Or only animal sounds? It was a predator's roar. She darted down a side tunnel, narrower, darker.
Ahead, a sliver of grey light. A door. Not grand, but heavy wood, slightly ajar. Outside. Safety. Open air. She put her snout down and charged, her small body hitting the wood with surprising force. It swung open with a groan.
She burst into blinding daylight, blinking against the sudden glare. The cool, damp air outside the Haunted House was a shock after the cloying interior. But relief vanished instantly. She skidded to a halt, trotters scrabbling on gravel. Directly in front of her stood a group of burly men, faces weathered and grim. They were herding a line of placid donkeys towards a large, open-sided cart. The men froze, staring at the small pink pig that had just exploded from the haunted attraction.
One man, with a thick scar across his cheekbone, spat a wad of tobacco onto the ground near her trotters. "Fuck me sideways," he growled, his voice rough as gravel. "Another bloody one got through." He nudged the man beside him, pointing a thick finger at her. "Look at that! A pig! Worthless!"
"Fuckin' girls," the second man snarled, wiping sweat from his brow with a grimy sleeve. He took a step towards her, his heavy boots crunching on the gravel. "Told the boss we needed tighter checks at the docks. Worthless little squealers, the lot of 'em. Can't even sell 'em for a high price!." He gestured dismissively towards a large, slatted wooden crate lashed to the side of the donkey cart. Inside, huddled together in terrified silence, were several other small, pink pigs. Their tiny eyes, wide with fear, reflected the harsh daylight.
Beth – no, the pig that had been Beth – tried to bolt. Instinct screamed run! But her stiff little legs tangled in the oversized jacket sleeve still draped over her back. She stumbled, letting out a sharp, involuntary squeal. The sound seemed to enrage the scar-faced man. "Shut it, you little pest!" He lunged, not gently. A large, calloused hand closed like a vise around her middle, lifting her clear off the ground. The world tilted violently. The smell of tobacco, sweat, and donkey overwhelmed her heightened senses. She kicked frantically, her tiny hooves finding no purchase in the air.
"Worthless," the man spat again, holding her at arm's length as if she were something foul. "Just like the others." He didn't look at her, didn't see the frantic terror in her small, piggy eyes. He only saw an inconvenience, a failed product. With a grunt of effort, he strode towards the slatted crate beside the donkey cart. The other pigs inside pressed themselves against the far wood, trembling. The world spun as he swung her through the air. There was a moment of weightlessness, a dizzying rush of sky and grim faces and the dusty ground far below. Then impact. She hit the rough wooden floor of the crate hard, landing on her side amidst the other pigs. The air left her lungs in a pained oof. The heavy, sour smell of pig fear and confinement filled her nostrils, thick and suffocating. Dust danced in the harsh sunlight streaming through the slats. Above her, the scarred man's face appeared, blocking the light. "Stay put, squealer," he growled, his voice muffled by the wood. The heavy lid slammed shut with a final, echoing thud. It was all over for her, no escape, end of the line, she was with the other girls now, worthless, cheap and to be sold.